Black Sheep

Am i?maybe for my family,yes...I'm the bad one..it has always been me..all the time..when i did something good or to be proud of,my parents ignore it..they just don't care..but when i did something bad like i forgot to finish all the chores at home,its a big issue for them..when i scold my lil brothers or my only sister,I'll be scold back..like hey,i scold them for a reason OK..i hate to scold them for nothing...i love them..but do they ever notice my kindness??huh!I'm sick of it already!when my brothers did something good,gosh they are proud..but me?haha zero man..nothing..if i didn't do all the chores,who will do it??ha?yea like my siblings will do it..like I'm the bibik..i love doing chores but hey,there's a limit OK..i need some rest to..i want to watch the TV,use the laptop,online,hangout with my friends....like normal teenagers do...but no i don't have the chance..when i want to go out,i have to think who will do all the chores when I'm out?who will take care of my brothers and sisters?see how much i care about them?but do they?I almost cry when my mother didn't believe that i didn't scold my lil brother for making a mess at the kitchen..like hey,am i that cruel?instead i ask him to wash his hand and i will clean it up..duh..but they don't believe it..uuurrrggghhhh....i'm so frustrated!

No More

Haven't it going to get better?dduuuhhh...please god..but why now?why?don't do this to me..just give me the strength..that's enough..

My Heart Sanked

For like a long time I haven't have a big crush or like that guy u know..but I can't have it anymore..the reason is easy..I can't..just can't..goodbye butterfly feelings..no more..I had enough..sorry for not telling the truth..sumpah xsanggup..malu..yeah like u like that guy and suddenly BOOM! u can't like him anymore..

Cousins

Maybe many of you think that it is lame to miss your cousins but for me its not..i miss my cousins like hell ok..damn..hate this situation..last night i text Sdare(Haziq)..we have some chit chat..but nothing much to catch up because he don't have enough credits..its ok for me..at least we manage to talk..haha..miss him la god..aiyyoo..hope i can hang out with him before he goes to PLKN..haha..he hates that..

p/s:Syaza,i miss u too..

Unbelieveable

It's true tho..like there's nothing happened..but don't u even notice anything?yea rite,cmne nk prasan klau xambik tau pun kn..hahaha..seronok btol hidup nih ye kawan2?what if u got the chance by being someone that u always do bad things to her or him?would it be fun?hahaha...stupid enough..can someone kill me know?should i being kill or not eit?what ever..lame...actuallly i'm bored till death..how about me killing myself?YES!that's the only way.. BOOOOOMMM!!!!!I'M DEAD!

Later on

About my previous post...hahaha..nnti i update k..having problems with my ladtop n uploading the pictures..anyway..I am totally bored here ok..want to do many things but don't know how n where to start..this week i am totally busy..with my family plans of holidays..but for me,its just tiring..but its kinda fun tho..bile lg en nk kumpul kn satu family..and about my friends..here we go dude..thanks to them who really know how to appreciate me..like text me.call me,ask me if i'm ok,what am i doing,where am i...like those stuffs..whatever la..I'll talk later on k..

p/s:please do appreciate your friends..TQ.

Want To Know About It?

HAHAHAHA....as u all know..freedom bebeh!!
Actually...we..as me,Tia,Wan and Arep Londh celebrate it until the next day...believe it or not lah babe..malas nk cite...nnti lah upload gmba..check it out ok guys...

p/s:maybe gmbr upload lmbt skit..haha..

Had Fun!

Thanks guys for coming to my house..actually cuak sgt sebab korang dtg sgt lmbt..nenek n mak aku tertanye2 mane la kwn2 ank aku nih...hahaha...nenek aku ingt korang sume xsudi nk dtg..sumpah best weh..haih..sori la kelam kabut skit..haha..mane xnye..skali dtg mak aih..ramai gler..and thanks jugak kat nenek sebab masak sume..sdap la nek..hee..love u..k lah..penat woh..dari pagi xbenti..thanks guys!

PERLU KE HAH LOSERS??!!

Ape masalah korang ek??dah la hipokrik..depan laen belakang laen..depan sumpah baek tp kat blakang ngumpat n fitnah org je kn?taw la hidup korang sgt bosan..xpayah la nk buat2 cite pasal org..korang suke ke kalau korang sendiri kena??hahh??lagi2 kau!aku benci sgt ngan kau sekarang..sangat sakit hati..sikit2 buat muke..kalau cantik tapi hati kau busuk nk wtpe kn??same je..xyah nk buruk2 kn aku kt org la..cermin la dlu muke kau tu!!sumpah benci oh!!tau la kau pandai tp xyah la nk hasut org laen supaya jgn kwn ngan aku..aku sedar la dri aku ni..aku tau la aku ni bodoh!tp sekurang2 nye la kn..hati aku ikhlas taw..xmcm kau..taw x npe kau jd cmtu..sebab hidup kau kosong..kau sangat lah loser!!kadang2 aku kesian tgk kau..just cut the crap la weh..get a life..pffft..tp bukn kau sorang je yg wat aku cmni tp yg laen pun same..kt skolah laen..kt luar laen..g la ngadu kt cikgu2 kesayangan korang kt skolah tu..masing2 talam dua muke..xleh harap je..sebar kn lah paper aku kt org..xkesah..aku x yg mcm korang pikirkn la weh..xsemetinye kalau essay aku mcm tu mknenye kt luar aku pun mcm tu..pikir skit la weh..cetek giler otak..ada aku keluar bersosial mcm bdak2 laen?lpak smpi tgh2 mlm..pegi gig,clubbing..WTF LA WEH!!tuhan lagi mengetahui la..korang yg dpt dose..so kepada yg kt luar sane tu..tambah2 la dose sndri..ckp psl or laen sesedap hati je..blugghh..

sayangs

I miss blogging..hmm...many things to tell and share but don't know how to start..Firstly I want to wish Selamat Hari Raya..haha..Its about two weeks pun raya..two or three days before raya I spend my time with my sayangs..miss them so much..Finally we can spend our time together like we used to..while doing nothing at Eira's,we planned to do a photoshoot..then,we makeup each other..the theme was like gothic or emo..don't have the mood for uploading the pictures now..later maybe..then we take pictures..It was so fun..we decide to call domino's for berbuke..the service was damn slow..wtf la weh kn..after azan we had our dinner..lpas mkn sumpah la kenyang kn..haha..what a blast..sayangs,nnti kite hangout lagi tau..

Sikit je dah lagi..

memang tinggal sikit je dah...hoping for the best ja dah sekarang ni..akan post lagi bile free eh..btw..raya dah dekat..yey..tp baju raya xsiap lagi..haiyo..

A conversation

Him:I xtaw nape I rase mkin hari makin I syg U,I makin cinte kan U,xpenah kurg tp makin bertambh..I xtaw npe..npe ek U?

Me:Romentiknye yg,I pun same..U yg jd kekuatan I..tq syg..

Him:hmm..tp npe plak U ckp mcm tu?I xphm la..

Me:Ala..U mematangkan I..U jd tulang belakang I..I syg U sgt2..

Him:Ye la..tp npe?ape yg I dah buat?

Me:A la..xreti la nk ckp..

Him:Mcm mane..bg l taw..

Me:Kasih syg I utk U xterlauh dek kata2 la syg..eh?yg penting I syg U sgt2..I ikhlas..

Him:U..cair hati I dgr..I pun syg U sgt2..U bahagia kn I..tq syg..

Me:Ur most welcome dear..

Haha..saje nk tulis conversation ni..I like the way he threats me..

Ikhlas

Okay if u want me to say thanks,then thanks a lot for taking care..thanks sbb tggu bapak aku smpi..thanks for the acc paper...and thanks for everything..sorry for not saying it to u..u thought with one phone call I don't feel anything..after that phone call I cried a lot..I just can't believe u did that to me..let me tell u how this things start..On Monday u didn't come..that's fine with me..the next day u were different and I had a bad mood..on Wednesday u totally changed..u didn't talk to me at all..I was like what?I called u that night..I asked u whats wrong..U said,oh nothing wrong..why?am I different?only god know how I feel that time..I can't accept it..after that I went to Brunei..I keep thinking of u..on Monday I went to school..and guess what?its a holiday..I was like an idiot for not knowing anything..I called u to ask why I didn't know about it and u said that u forgot to tell me..and for that I Don't care much..I asked u again did I do anything wrong and u said there's nothing going wrong and I accept it..u changed because u want to focus on your studies..i thought why can't we do it together then I realised that I need to focus on my studies too..that's why I changed..I'm tired with all my sadness..I need to wake up..u make me changed..and I thank u for that..I also want to apologised for everything..I talk about u behind your back..I admit it but I just say the reason why are we like this to people..people asked me..I tell them the trust..I didn't talk shits behind u..I wont do that to u..i love so much..sometimes I feel like we're a family..We need to have a conversation about this..I never hate u..I miss u..

SALE!!

Sumpah penat smalam...dri ptg smpi pkul 12.30 shopping...giler..g KLCC..sale dia mmg kaw2...best gak la..borong sakan boleh x..mggu lpas dah shopping kat The Garden...mggu ni KLCC...mggu dpn ibu ckp kat Alamanda pulak..haha...ok lah..aslkn dpt shopping..nk bli kasut Clark...please...tp nk bli ngan duet sendiri la..baru puas hati...target lpas SPM nk bli kasut Clark!yey...xsabar nk shopping lg next week..woohoo..

I Get It Now

Aku dah taw mcm mane org menilai diri aku..aku dah faham skrg..thanks to all the fake people..kalau kau xnk kwn dgn aku,xpyh la nk pura2..aku xsuke okay..aku ada harga diri..aku ada perasaan..mungkin kau xrase..tp benda ni amatlah menyakitkan taw x..boleh x jgn seksa aku lagi..aku dah xsanggup..aku rindu kan kau..aku dah anggp kau mcm sahabat aku..bg aku sahabat adalah tmpt yg tggi dlm kamus persahabatan..tp bile kau dah buat aku syg kau,aku kena tinggal..mcm tu je?msti aku ada silap kat mana2 ni..xkn la sbb tu je kau xnk ngan aku lg dah..lame2 aku kena trime jgak..bnde nk jd kan..aku xpenah benci kau..tp aku amt syg kn kau..cume kadang2 aku kecewa..aku selalu dilayan mcm ni..bile org perlu kan aku,diaorg cari n jd baek sgt..tp bile org dah xnk dgn kite,segala pengorbanan kite dilupakan..bende ni menghantui aku..aku mintak maaf kalau aku ni menjadi penghalang utk kau mencapai segala impian kau..kalau kau xkasi aku tiru kerja kau,mmg betul lah tindakan kau..aku jujur..kalau aku ckp aku syg kau,smpi bile2 pun aku syg kn kau..selalu terkenangkn blik segala kenangan...hati ni jadi sayu sgt..dah xterkira air mata aku ni utk seorang sahabat yg aku sayang..kepada semua warga 5karisma,aku nk berterima kasih..aku taw,xsemua org sukakan aku dan aku taw jgak yg rmi manusia buat2 baik dgn aku n bile aku xde mereka akn mengata aku..itu semua lumrah hidup..tp boleh x  korang semua jujur..xsusah pun..cume memerlukan keikhlasan..Allah menguji aku di saat aku bergembira..ketabahan diri yang menjadi kekuatan aku sekarang..aku xpernah mintak penyakit tp Allah uji aku..aku redha..manusia lain memandang temeh..korang xpernah rase..cube bila korang dpt?nk?mestilah xnk..aku kenal diri aku sendiri..manusia dekat luar sana tu,jangan nk menilai sesuka hati ye..aku minta naaf jika ada kesilapan..jujur dan ikhlas dari hati Nurul Nadhrah..

p/s:Terima kasih ibu kerana memberi dorongan dan nasihat..dan terima kasih ayush kerana sudi mendengar luahan hati seorang kakak..

huh..

damn,abg syafiq kne h1n1..arap2 dia ok..miss him la..abg,bile nk blik rumah ni?jge dri elok2 eh..

Sacrifices??Hell No!

Duhh..I don't want to hate u ok..well..now I really do love myself..seronok jugak kan kne buang..bebas mcm burung..xde sape pun yg kisah kan aku..but still there is..aku hargai giler la korang semua..thanks for the support and tunjuk ajar..my sayangs are the best!!Azeera Hashim,aku syg kau smpi mati..aku siyes nk kwn ngan kau smpi mati..aku taw kau kuat n just forget about that bitch!she's nothing ok..Hanis Hayati Mohd Kamal,aku pun syg kau smpi mati..thanks for all the support and advices..u care about me..and I care about u both..nnti kite sleep over same2 okay?

Asal nih??

Asal cm aku xtaw pape pun yg terjadi kat skolah ni?hah??!!tetibe ada je bnde yg jadi and aku xtergolong pun...not fair at all..psl kuiz,psl semua bnde lah...aku ni invisible ke kt skolah??arghh...bosan nye mcm ni..bnde2 mcm ni lah yg mematahkan smangat aku nk g skolah..things had totally change..aku ni dah jd mcm budak baru masuk skolah boleh x!mls lah...

Should I?

Yes,should I cry?and I did cry..I called Bahirah and told her how I feel and I cried..xleh nk thn rase sedih tu..at least now I know there are someone who take cares about me..they gave me supports and advices..If its my fault,then I'm sorry..

Lost

Korang pernah x lost?bukn kt hutan tp dgn keadaan sekeliling itu sndri..Pernah x terasa cm dipinggirkan?bile kite tnye org tu,dia wat xtaw je..mcm kite ni xwujud pun..smpi kn satu mase tu aku dah bosan ngan sikap yg mcm tu..aku dah xkesah..aku terasa la perbezaan kadang2 tu..aku dilayan bila diperlukan je..aku sedar diri..bile aku senyap,ingt aku mrh..aku xmrh cume aku mls nk layan..xde gune nye kalau aku baik dgn org tu tp org tu sndri xnk ngan kite kn..aku xnk menuding jari kat sesiape pun..tp ada org yg sudi dgr masalah aku yg xseberapa ni..dia nasihat kn aku..dia pun kena mcm aku jugak..dia ckp "ala,diaorg memang mcm tu Nadh..buat xtaw je..kau fokus kat apa yg kau nk je..jgn pikir2kn sgt lah.."aku admire org ni sgt2..aku suke bile dia bg nasihat kat aku,mcm dia tu kakak aku..aku akn ikt nasihat org tu..thanks ya kamu..=)

Rest In Peace M.J

I just can't believe that he has gone forever..I'm one of his fans...I like his music..his music can make me dance and feel free..maybe some people think that its a waste of time to listen to his musics but not to me..The Jackson Five are adorable..when he first join the group and sang together with his brothers,he was only nine years old..imagine that..and maybe some people have known yg dia dah memeluk agama Islam n FYI,dia dah pun menunaikan haji okay...I'm proud of him..don't know why but I love him..ramai yg merasakan kehilangan dia...ramai org berkumpul kt luar hospital bile dpt tau yg dia sakit...actually sbelum dia putihkan kulit dia,dia agk hensem la..kan2?boleh la..he sacrifice himself so that people can accept him...I just hope that he will rest in peace..

Gosh

Gosh..my hands are shaking...whats wrong with me?asyik sakit je..dmam pun slalu..haih...dua ari xg skola..rindu semua..especially Tia la kn..smalam kn anniversary Tia ngan Meerul yg ke 3thn..lme kn...jeles je tgk diaorg..comel..actually nk cite byk bnde tp xlrt sgt2...sori..doakan aku cpt sembuh okay?=)

asal ek?

asal kau cmni ek?agak xsangke kau sanggup burok2 kn aku kt org kan..aku rase kau dah slh dengar care aku ckp kot..tp xpe..org tau aku mcm mane..well..hari ni ada sesi ambik gambar utk kelas..aku senyum mcm xikhlas kot..mane xnye..ade kelas laen pandang..tp best la..terasa cm pendek lak bile diri sbelah ikmal..haha..free style pun best..tp cm skejap sgt..and hari ni puan Nazilah bg paper bm..for sure la aku fail kn sbb amik satu paper ke kot..haha..tp cuak je..dia edarkn surat graduasi form5..mcm rase pun ada,mcm yg Arami tulis kat paper bm dia:1001 RASA BABAS..mrepek je owh..results semua hancor boleh x?haih..kne sedarkn diri ni sikit la..

Back Off!!

Please..who do u think u are?damn..can u just say it to my face?can u just stand by your own AMALINA SALWA?u don't have to tell your stupid boyfriend about it..so childish..eeuuww..gross..whats with the whining?wheres your self respect??its up to me if I want to wrote about my feelings..nothing to do with u or your feelings..I just don't even fucking care..get it?so BACK OFF U UGLY RUBBISH WORM WITCH COMES FROM A PIG'S PENIS!!

Sumpah aku nk bunoh kau!!

Aku benci giler ngan kau kau taw x??!!xhabes2 nyusahkn hidup org la..cm sial taw x!!bengang nye..disebabkn kau la gmba2 dlm thumbdrive aku hilang..semua pulak tu..engkau tau x dlm tu ada thousand++ gmba??!!aku mmg dah agk bnde2 cmni jd..lpas aku bg kau aku nye thumbdrive,giler byk virus..kau nk taw x bpe byk virus dlm tu?nk taw?bia aku bg taw kt kau..ada 60 or 70 virus sial!!sumpah rase nk bunoh kau..mane aku nk carik balik sume gmba2 tu?cube ckp ngan aku..aku syg sume gmba2 tu taw x??kalau gmba kau ilang pun so what?kamera pun boleh rosak taw sbb muke kau tu..kau punye kenig tu..ingt cun ke??mcm TAHI kau taw??!!arghh..disebabkn kau la aku mencarut xingt dunia..smpi bile2 pun aku xkn suke kau..aku GELI tgk kau..JIJIK dgn kau punye gelak..asddfghjklfdsgtyhjkghlj!!aku nk je g bom rumah kau..aku xnk tgk muke kau lg..kau kn KAYA asl xleh nk ltak anti virus kt komputer kau tu??aku pun musykil mcm mane ada laki yg boleh terpikat ngan muke kau tu...kalau aku lah jadi laki..sumpah aku xnk bini mcm kau..mintak dijauhkn..
p/s:kalau kau tu ulat sampah,buat care mcm ulat sampah la..

Amat Memerlukan..

It's not that I'm not thankful but I do feel that I'm useless..I want to be like everyone else..I really do..I just can't accept the fact...hmm..if anyone reads my blog,i really do hope ur supports..I don't know..my confident level is way low..
p/s:tia,ur cupcakes are amazing..my family love it..and say thank u to shu as well..

Family Day

I'll upload the photos later OK..I have a wonderful time there..there were many games and my family played all the game..and mostly my family wins and that makes my father proud..I love u daddy..people were talking about our family,about our winnings..we got a lot of presents...happy for that..the apartment was superb!comfortable..like I'm at home..but more..(mcm nk berbulan madu kt sane je)haha..this Thursday we are going to Lumut..this holiday is much better than other holidays..just wait and see..

AWW

I was totally shocked..got a call at 6.20am..when I answered the phone,he was already crying..I was like,dear,what happened?why are u crying?he said when he hears my fav song, he miss me so much..awww..sweetnye..thanks dear..I think this is the first time I wrote about him..hee..

Am I That Bad?

I always ask my self,am I that bad?or maybe some people just can't accept the way I am..I admit that I'm not perfect but I'm being the best as I could be OK?please..have some mercy on me..I'm growing up..people do make mistake and I apologised for any wrong that I have make..I..hmm..I know I'm not..just let me enjoy my teenage life OK?after all that I'm ready..

Thoughtless

Never thought that a people could do such things as that..what a stupid fat and ugly bitch can do that to her own friend..kalau org tu nye pegangan agama dah xde mcm tulah..xde otk bile bwat keje..x berperikemanusiaan lgsg...dia sdap2 je wat kt org..cube kalau dia yg kne..mau melalak...bile aku mule2 nmpk kau kt satu ceruk ,aku da boleh taw yg ati kau ni mmg BUSUK and HITAM..mane la badan kau x BOSER mcm tu...penuh dgn bnde2 HARAM..xsda2 lg ke yg kau tu HINA dipandangan semua org apatah lagi yg maha ESA..cmne nk buat kau sda ek?YA ALLAH YA TUHAN KU..KAU BERIKANLAH PETUNJUK KEPADA HAMBAMU ITU..TUNJUKKAN LAH DIA JALAN YANG BENAR..AMIN..aku harap sgt kau diberi petunjuk..insaf la weh..xde faedah pun kau wat bnde2 cmtu..wat tmbh dose je taw x..org kumpul pahala,kau pulak kumpul dosa..bgs sgtlah tu..aku rase kau lah antara org yg masuk api neraka.,..aku bukn meminta tp itu dah setimpal dengan apa yang kau lakukan..aku sedar yang aku ni xsemulia mane tp aku xwat keje2 haram mcm kau..kau xde rase nk insaf lgsg ke??taw x thn ni lah penentu mase depan kau??aku rase nagn sikap kau yg BUSUK ni kau mmg xkn ada mase depan lah...kau kata kau KAYA tp mengapa masih MENCURI lg?rumah kau BESAR sgt ke?hidop kau BAGUS sgt ke?eh BETINA,kalau kau nk cari duet dgn senang mcm tu kn..apa kata kau LACUR kn je diri kau tu..sekurang2 nye kau xmenyusahkn hidop org laen taw..bia kau ngan keje2 KOTOR kau tu..tp kn...syg sungguh..mesti xde org nk LANGGAN kau kn??nak tau knape..sbb BEKAS LAKI NATASHA HUDSON TU MMG XKN PNDG ORG BUSUK MCM KAU WAHAI MANUSIA HINA..kalau stakat starbuck tu...alah..kecoh..INILAH LUAHAN HATI AKU UTK MANUSIA YG BEGITU HINA SEKALI DIMATA NURUL NADHRAH BINTI CHE HASSAN.

FYI

I am really sick..for those who thought that I'm pretending to be sick,fuck off OK..u guys don't know how i feel right now...i can't breathe like i use too..i want to go to school and sit for my mid year exam..on Monday,i went to school i nearly fainted..some people think that i pretend so that i don't have to do the exam..bullshit ok...wtv..on Thursday my parents are coming back from outstation..can't wait..my head is spinning..need some rest..daa

Miss Her So much

Mom i miss u so much..i cried like a baby...i don't want any bad things happend to u..can't wait for u to come back home..take a good care and i love u mom..

hmm..lme jugak tak online ...been busy tho..many things happends to me..i just lost my phone,lost my spirit to go to school to study..i've become so so so soooo lazy...didn't go to school for 2 days and i miss Teya..don't know why but it seems like i haven't met her for days..love u Teya..xoxo

Credit to Fauziah Nawi

Yesterday i went to Istana Budaya with my school...I sat beside Teya..sumpah awesome ok!!nk g lagi...nyesal la kalau xtgk..Vanida Imran cantik...n u know what??I saw Qhaud,Rini and Obri...Qhaud comel...sungguh menyesal xbwk camera...haih...

Forgive Me

Please forgive me..i know i said something that had made u mad but i have feeling to..both of us make mistakes..how about me?but i care more about u..u're the best thing that had happened to me..i cried for u..i don't know why but i feel so bad..i even call your mother to ask if anything happened to u..i cried to your mom..please..i apologized..i wait for yours but none..i understand..take ur time..maybe after this u might not feel comfortable to do or talk anything with me..i can feel it..i cried when u text me this"nvm,from now on,u can choose to be with whoever u want"..even now I'm still crying..maybe I'm not the best friend that u have..I'm sorry..I'm trying my best..untill now i still remember that u said u want to go to Genting with me..i dreamed about u yesterday..i love u..

Haih..

Nape skrg asyik gadoh n slh phm je ek?pnat la mcm ni..u kne la phm..i kn nk spm..byk kelas..nk kne lyn u lg..i bukn merungut or bosn ngan u tp u kne la phm i eh..u byk mkn ati ngan i,kcik ati,bengang..abis spm nnti i jnji lyn u blik eh..kte boleh luangkn mase same2..time tu u msti pnat nk lyn i..bg i buktikn kt sume org yg i boleh berjaya mcm org laen jgak eh..i nk bwat ibu ngan ayh bgge..sbr eh u..=)

Positive ++!!

i'm gonna be mare positive from know on..i'm changing..no more -------------------------------------------.....what ever that means...i'm trying..today i spent time with my classmates doing school homework and after a few people went back we started to talk from heart to heart...just say what we feel all this long..tomorrow maybe something gonna happened..just maybe..its for all 5charisma's good..then my dearest cousin pick me up and we hang out like for an hour maybe just talking about our feelings..pressure,tension.stress...many things to talk but at 7 my mom come..i had to go home...and homework is waiting...don't have the time to rest and chill...hmm.,.

Shit!!

How stupid i was...i hate this kind of feeling!!FUCK!!I hate to see them walking together,laughing,flirting around...like blurghh...LAME!!GET A LIFE!!i know this kind of situation will happend but i refuse to listen to myself..wake up nurul nadhrah...waku up from your fantasy world...it's a waste of time..you better study for your SPM..that's more important..haih..stupid feeling..just ignore the latest publish..

OMG!!

I have a crush?maybe?please don't..but i....just maybe i have a crush at this guy..i know its wrong but,i like to know him,talk more with him,seing him smiling at me..haih..this is dangerous...open your eyes nadhrah...that guy won't even look at you..ur not pretty like other people..this is just a stupid feeling..my bad tho..=(

Al-Fatihah

Dear iman,
i'm sorry to hear about your lost..be strong ok..make him proud..don't cry too much..god love's him more..may he rest in peace..al-fatihah

so adorable..

I adore this girl since i knew her..seriously..she's like..omg..speechless ok..thanks god for giving me the chance to know her..she's pretty,kind,crazy..am i right?

yey!

Finally my mom dah blik...miss her so much..i thought that she bought me kasut Clark..but she didn't..its ok cause she buy me two shirts,one beg full of body shop's things,Mark and Spences's bra..hahaha...cute tho..and lots of chocolates..terlampau byk sgt brg yg dia beli smpi beg pun kne branak satu..haha..my first brother yg dpt byk brg..two beautiful hats,a Clark shoes,perfumes,shirts...untung tu...its ok wait till my father's turn to go to London..can't wait...hahaha...wait nadhrah..asl ckp bersepah ni?campor Bm n Bi..wtv...my blog pun en...maybe in this week i'm gonna go to the dentist..my teeth r killing me!!can't eat at all...even bread...hope after seeing the doctor n do the ------ i'm gonna be ok...hee..only Teya,Syai,Eira and Hanis know bout what i'm talking about..kot la..

sickness..

i'm sick..god help me...miss my friends..miss my mom..i miss me too..

19.2.2009!!

I love that date so much!!this year is the best..many things happened..didn't expect anything to happened..one night before my lovely date,i thought no one remember about my birthday but at school Teya mentioned that date a few time..thank u Teya for remembering about my date..so terharu..that night of course i'll wait for some wishers but i fell asleep for waiting the late 12 midnight to clocking..i was awake at 4 a.m..i look at my phone and there's so much sms and miss called..i was like crying for those who remembered my birthday..xsgke gler..then i called my "B" to apologise for sleeping and make him to wait..the next day i went to school like usual..when i arrived at the lab..Teya was the first person to wish me happy birthday then Syai..when others heard the wishing,all come to me and wish for me..tired to say thank to the people that had wish for me..haha..jht je..after Fizik,went to class..when I'm sitting and searching for my books suddenly i heard people sing the happy birthday song to me..malu gler kot time tu..i appreciate what my classmate had done for me..then we went to makmal bahasa to study English with Hot Nani a.k.a,Pn.Rosenani..didn't give a shit to what she is talking about..borak je kt blakang n eating orange that Choong gave us..when we study add math..Bahira called Teya but not me..Mell n Bahi go to other people and do something that i don't no at all..i was like dipinggirkn..but don't care..when i'm talking to Teya,suddenly Mell n Bahi came to me with a card that the whole class make it for me and sang the happy birthday song again..sumpah nk nangis time tu...bapak terharu nagn sume org...i just want to say thank u people for remembering my birthday n make me so happy..this year is the best birthday ever..my mom gave me a thumb drive with 4GB..dlu dok bising nk ade thumb drive..nah amik kau..haha..abg syafik n kak faten belanje makan kt secret recipe..thanks a lot to everyone..

I'm a camhore.=)

Actually i make a mistake with the arrangement of the photo.Haha.So?its not a big deal.Well these photo was take in the afternoon at school.Teya went to my house first then went back to school.We were supposed to arrive at 2.30 or 3pm but we arrived at 3.5o i think.So late.Haha.When we went in the class,it was like not much that came then Pn.Nazila ask her student a help so i offered myself(baek x?)haha.Poyo je.I done the work a bit actaully then Rafiq replaced me.comel je Rafiq.Then me n Teya go to the bathroom to wash my hand.Suddenly Teya were on the fon with Meerul.So cute la diaorg.Jeles je.Then i feel like i want to take pictures so snap2.After the snap2 i was totally tired ok.We jump a lot.Today i feel like to jump so we jump.Went back to the class,still nothing to do so snap again.The duty of the day is taking pictures.Like it.in here i didn't post all the pictures that i snap.Azlynn's mom called Nadi's fon and have to go back than Nadia and Syai.Only me,Teya,Hani,Tikah left.Teya decide to go home.Still,we take pictures.I'm so a camhore.Haih.These are the pictures that i've taken.Enjoyed. Am i a camhore?haha.

Me,Teya and Hani.even nk balik pun sempat take pictures.

Hahahaha.ni dkat tgge near the cantin.serious i look like a katak puru.

me laughing.can't remember what make me laugh.

Me n Teya.anywhere we go we like to take pictures right dear?

Again.look at our lips.=p

Arami and Haziq painting our class wall.Arami was the rajin boy among the other that came.

Hani and Nadia.they're beautiful aren't they.

Me and Syai.bajet je cm wat keje aku ni.haha.

Woo..Teya..is that her doing the work?hahaha.joking dear.

This guy were known as 'hotstuff'.is this what they mean?=p

Syai doing painting job.

Its me jumping in the air.

Ayush said:tinggi giler Teya lompat,dah alang2 tu terus la lompat ke bawah.haha.

Me lonely waiting Teya.she was saying:yang,u ni,bangun la.

This is Rafiq.cute kan?semangat je wat bnde tu.

We were supposed to help the others but what ever.haha.

Aku Adalah Aku

Aku adalah aku.Menjalani hidupku seperti kebanyakan manusia normal.Tiada apa yang luar biasa tentangku.Bila waktu belajar,aku belajar.Bila waktu beriadah,beriadahlah aku.Waktu makan,aku menghadap rezaki dengan penuh kesyukuran.Bagiku,berangan itu percuma,bukan berjudi.Berangan memberi ruang untukku berfikir,juga meringankan beban di kepala.Seronokku ialah saat aku berlibur,bergembira atau merehatkan minda dan tubuh badan.

COLOUR CODE

Haih!I still can't believe that this year is the last year in school.i'm gonna miss so much things.I just can't wait to get out from the school.I do hate some students and teachers espacially KAMARIAH!I hate the way she talk in the assembly.bla bla bla.too much talking for someone in that kind of age.oopss haha.i'm gonna miss how i'm been scold by the teachers,came late to school,wake up early,iron my uniforms.i think mostly i've been ask or scold by my accaunt teacher."yg kt blakang tu buat keje,jgn nk gelak jer"..(thats for me and teya).haha."nadhrah,boleh buat x?".."nadhrah,aset semasa ape?" .there's so much memory in school la.the best memory is we all laughing,hanging out,have a small fight,gossiping,hot storries.haih.i'm surely gonna miss it.this time i want to have fun so damnly with my friends,but still study for SPM.i just can't wait to finish school.then i can take my lisence.totally!but.i.hmm.i don't want to lost contact with my friends like teya,syai,eira,nadia,tikah,wiwi,hani,azlynn,lisa,kcik,eyfa,intan,suha,tengku,and the boys.i can cry when i think about them.not all but i'm gonna miss being in the class beside the best girl that i've meet.i'll discribe all my friends later.not the student only that i'm gonna miss,but the teachers and the school also.TO THE ONE THAT HAVE BEEN SO NICE TO ME,THANK U N LOVE U GUYS ALWAYS!=)

my heart = sadness!!

Hai to all...lme gler ok aku x post blog..ble da naik form5 ni aku jd makin bz..bukn skit tp byk ok..ble da jd form5 xrase lgsg cm aku ni senior kpd yg lain..tp cm dak2 form4 yg cm senior..plik..nyway arini ari sbtu n kne dtg for koko..skrg koko da wat ari sbtu..kacau time org rht tol la..aduhai..semak gler..mule2 daftar tok rumah biru..aku msk acara tarik tali n 4x100..ingt nk masok 400m tp cuak r..last year dah msok n memalukn gler..xdpt no. pun..lpas rumah sukn kami rehat..xdpt bli pape mknn pun coz too much people n sesak gler..nyway time tu mmg xlpa lgsg so its ok la..utk kelab n persatuan aku,teya,syai,suaidah n sakinh msok kelab pencegah jenayah sekolah(KPJS)..lwk gler coz tok dak pompuan de kami berlime je..mmg da target nk de jwtn gler2..tp xde chance..teya n syai dpt..mmg ilang tros mood aku time tu tp kne la trime kn..xksh pun la..then kitaorg g tok kadet pertahanan awam..mmg xde mood..xtaw npe..rase skt ati tp xtaw npe..ingt tok permainan nk msok kelab renang..but somone xnk..pape jelah..arini rase skt ati je..xtaw npe..da la blik dri koko lmbt gler!!mmg mencabar kesabaran aku tol arini..but one thing yg aku mmg gler2 smangat nk..merentas desa la..ape lg..xsba gler..nk cube pungut mte this time..last year lg skit je nk dpt..ops..lupe nk mention...arini b'day teya!!happy birthday my dear!!da boleh amik lesen dah..haha..hadiah nnti k..xsempt nk bli la..sori eh kalau aku de wt slh kt kau..sori la kau dpt kwn yg loser cm aku..but i'm being myself..better be yourself then pretending being a bitch..thats what i'm being telling myself all the time..=D..