Ikhlas

Okay if u want me to say thanks,then thanks a lot for taking care..thanks sbb tggu bapak aku smpi..thanks for the acc paper...and thanks for everything..sorry for not saying it to u..u thought with one phone call I don't feel anything..after that phone call I cried a lot..I just can't believe u did that to me..let me tell u how this things start..On Monday u didn't come..that's fine with me..the next day u were different and I had a bad mood..on Wednesday u totally changed..u didn't talk to me at all..I was like what?I called u that night..I asked u whats wrong..U said,oh nothing wrong..why?am I different?only god know how I feel that time..I can't accept it..after that I went to Brunei..I keep thinking of u..on Monday I went to school..and guess what?its a holiday..I was like an idiot for not knowing anything..I called u to ask why I didn't know about it and u said that u forgot to tell me..and for that I Don't care much..I asked u again did I do anything wrong and u said there's nothing going wrong and I accept it..u changed because u want to focus on your studies..i thought why can't we do it together then I realised that I need to focus on my studies too..that's why I changed..I'm tired with all my sadness..I need to wake up..u make me changed..and I thank u for that..I also want to apologised for everything..I talk about u behind your back..I admit it but I just say the reason why are we like this to people..people asked me..I tell them the trust..I didn't talk shits behind u..I wont do that to u..i love so much..sometimes I feel like we're a family..We need to have a conversation about this..I never hate u..I miss u..