Black Sheep

Am i?maybe for my family,yes...I'm the bad one..it has always been me..all the time..when i did something good or to be proud of,my parents ignore it..they just don't care..but when i did something bad like i forgot to finish all the chores at home,its a big issue for them..when i scold my lil brothers or my only sister,I'll be scold back..like hey,i scold them for a reason OK..i hate to scold them for nothing...i love them..but do they ever notice my kindness??huh!I'm sick of it already!when my brothers did something good,gosh they are proud..but me?haha zero man..nothing..if i didn't do all the chores,who will do it??ha?yea like my siblings will do it..like I'm the bibik..i love doing chores but hey,there's a limit OK..i need some rest to..i want to watch the TV,use the laptop,online,hangout with my friends....like normal teenagers do...but no i don't have the chance..when i want to go out,i have to think who will do all the chores when I'm out?who will take care of my brothers and sisters?see how much i care about them?but do they?I almost cry when my mother didn't believe that i didn't scold my lil brother for making a mess at the kitchen..like hey,am i that cruel?instead i ask him to wash his hand and i will clean it up..duh..but they don't believe it..uuurrrggghhhh....i'm so frustrated!