my heart = sadness!!

Hai to all...lme gler ok aku x post blog..ble da naik form5 ni aku jd makin bz..bukn skit tp byk ok..ble da jd form5 xrase lgsg cm aku ni senior kpd yg lain..tp cm dak2 form4 yg cm senior..plik..nyway arini ari sbtu n kne dtg for koko..skrg koko da wat ari sbtu..kacau time org rht tol la..aduhai..semak gler..mule2 daftar tok rumah biru..aku msk acara tarik tali n 4x100..ingt nk masok 400m tp cuak r..last year dah msok n memalukn gler..xdpt no. pun..lpas rumah sukn kami rehat..xdpt bli pape mknn pun coz too much people n sesak gler..nyway time tu mmg xlpa lgsg so its ok la..utk kelab n persatuan aku,teya,syai,suaidah n sakinh msok kelab pencegah jenayah sekolah(KPJS)..lwk gler coz tok dak pompuan de kami berlime je..mmg da target nk de jwtn gler2..tp xde chance..teya n syai dpt..mmg ilang tros mood aku time tu tp kne la trime kn..xksh pun la..then kitaorg g tok kadet pertahanan awam..mmg xde mood..xtaw npe..rase skt ati tp xtaw npe..ingt tok permainan nk msok kelab renang..but somone xnk..pape jelah..arini rase skt ati je..xtaw npe..da la blik dri koko lmbt gler!!mmg mencabar kesabaran aku tol arini..but one thing yg aku mmg gler2 smangat nk..merentas desa la..ape lg..xsba gler..nk cube pungut mte this time..last year lg skit je nk dpt..ops..lupe nk mention...arini b'day teya!!happy birthday my dear!!da boleh amik lesen dah..haha..hadiah nnti k..xsempt nk bli la..sori eh kalau aku de wt slh kt kau..sori la kau dpt kwn yg loser cm aku..but i'm being myself..better be yourself then pretending being a bitch..thats what i'm being telling myself all the time..=D..