Totally exhausted!!

today(10/09/2008),
i think that i'm going to die..very tired!!my hand can't write anything more..i can't even talk..many people says that Form4 is a honeymoon year..is that so??4 me..its a hell year..in every single day,the teachers gonna give homework!!why??in the morning,i go to school,in the evening i go to tuition classes..i can only rest at night..rest?not really..i have to finish the homework..now days,i can't remember when did i eat..have i eaten yet?my mom also said that i look a bit slimmer than before..and its true..don't know about u guys but 4 me it is..*sight*..but even tough i study a lot,my results are still the same..maybe u all think that i haven't study at all..its wrong OK!!no one knows what i feel deep down in my heart..i can share it with my BFF but they are not around to help me..its OK..now i share it with my private psychiatry doctor..i'm not crazy but my emotions are not stable..thank god i have Teya n Syai..they're the best friend ever!!love them so damn much..i have a great time with them..they understand me very well..they never disappoint me..they always give me supports..hmm..alright that's all 4 now..too much bubbling..=)