victoria's secrets..

firstly,i bukn nk blagak or what tp cume nk share what i have..xslh kn?=)
sape yg ade bnde ni msti excited gile..xyah tpu la..
nyway,kt US,bnde ni 1set only cost 20US$..murah ok..dlm stu set actually de 3barang je tp yg ujung skali(minyk wangi tu)bli asing la..dia punye wangi like heaven ok!!xthn gile bau dia..teramtlah wangi...but really soft..mine is LOVE SPELL..so bile bau cm really kne love spell..
siyes...n minyk wangi yg bli asing tu,STRAWBERRY AND CHAMPAGNE...my sis lak..PURE SEDUCTION...my mom n i nye sme je..mmg puas ati btol ble bpk i blik dri US...dia baek sgt..bli mcm2 tok our whole family..tp,brg yg dia bli tok dri dia xsebanyak cm kmi punye..terharu ok..padahal dia yg pnt2 g sne..keje lg..hmm...i love my dad so much..thnks to god again..=)

totally dissapointed!!

hmmm.....what are best friends for???if they always disappoint u all the time..never make u win in anything...i have this two people that i call best friends..i thought when i have them i don't have to be worry or mad or disappointed at all but it's so totally wrong!!i hate this feeling..i do love them but i felt like i'm not important at all..like i'm an outsider..(i'm crying by the way)..never feel this way..i need to share my feelings with them but they're not here 4 me..why??!!those two people always have time 4 each other but not 4 me..suddenly they're busy doing fucking stuff!!like i don't know that they don't need me anymore..always with their bullshits excuses..daaa..i'm not stupid ok!!i have feelings too..they can do what ever they want but i can't..so not fair..what ever they do,it's always right and when i do it,i'm been scold..i can't take it anymore..i need some air ok..please understand me..i never scold them but i give them more supports..i'm the matured one over here..daaa...the other girl is so not matured..(gedik!!)does she think that it's cute to have that kind of attitude??*sigh*...like we have very different world..not like old times anymore..no more hang outs,sleep overs,gossipping,laughing,shopping....miss the happy times..but know it's gone..i mean..ZERO..huh...maybe u guys will think that i'm to emotional but u guys don't feel what i'm feeling right..its ok..my emotional is not too stabil...*sigh*..=(

Totally exhausted!!

today(10/09/2008),
i think that i'm going to die..very tired!!my hand can't write anything more..i can't even talk..many people says that Form4 is a honeymoon year..is that so??4 me..its a hell year..in every single day,the teachers gonna give homework!!why??in the morning,i go to school,in the evening i go to tuition classes..i can only rest at night..rest?not really..i have to finish the homework..now days,i can't remember when did i eat..have i eaten yet?my mom also said that i look a bit slimmer than before..and its true..don't know about u guys but 4 me it is..*sight*..but even tough i study a lot,my results are still the same..maybe u all think that i haven't study at all..its wrong OK!!no one knows what i feel deep down in my heart..i can share it with my BFF but they are not around to help me..its OK..now i share it with my private psychiatry doctor..i'm not crazy but my emotions are not stable..thank god i have Teya n Syai..they're the best friend ever!!love them so damn much..i have a great time with them..they understand me very well..they never disappoint me..they always give me supports..hmm..alright that's all 4 now..too much bubbling..=)

wimpy day..^_^

arini skola cm biase jew..tp yg beshnye bju syai ade byk semut2 yg comel..haha..siot je..tyme fizik kne mra..=(..why am i so lazy?its a simple work actually..teacher siap ckp nadia lazy bump...dasyat bdak2 4karisma ni..haha..but i have fun of making fun of people..ptg ni nk g potg rmbt!!i'm so happy..finally..xlrt nk jge rmbot pnjg2...i think thats all 4 today la..i need a rest..bye 4 now..^_^