bip to the bop bip bup!!hahaha...

hmm...hai to all....actaully i don't have the mood to blogging but since i'm totally boring till death i decide to blog something...hmm....i want to share the fantastic and amazing trip to Perak n Pulau Pangkor but i think maybe later...since the school is just around the building..hahaha....i'm not ready!!!haiyo...blom bli beg skolah lg,tudung skolah....tp kasut skolah skang dah mahal ok...ingt nk bli yg biase2 or cikai2 je tp abg aku ckp kn thn depn da last skolah...so bli la yg mhl2 n de kualiti skit...so ok...at least aku bli spasang la...n ianye b'harga.....RM43.90!!xpelah kn...it's not my money..bak kte Teya:thn dpn kn thn last kite so xslh kalau kte bazir skit duet parents kte...hahaha...lbeh kurg cmtu la kn Teya....next year me and Teya da rancang nk bli beg Roxy....nk sgt2....but u guys know how my parents are....haih...akn ku usaha jgak..hahaha...out for now...daaa....

nonsense babblimg..

Its been a long time i didn't post a blog or online..i was at my grandma's house at Batu Pahat for a week i guess..i like to be in Batu Pahat because it was a relaxing place ever..i admit that i do miss my friends..a lot ok...we're like in our own world...i thought that they have forgot me but they don't...especially teya n syai...i want to hang out with them but I'm to busy..sorry guys...then my brother that studied in Australia came back to Malaysia for a three month break..well..he bought me a Billabong sandal and it was cute...i like so much..can u imagine that your own brother bought u something that u really do like...thanks to him...and we never been so close like now...he always chit chat with me..and amazingly he give me the permission to use his dslr....i was like..is he crazy??hahaha....then after a week there..we went home just for a night and tomorrow morning we went back to Kelantan for a week...it was a tired holiday...a week there..a week over there...hmm...today is Saturday...tomorrow me n my sister(ayush) will go for a trip for four days at Perak...can't wait...wait a minute....i haven't pack my things yet...OMG...i'll share my moments there in this blog ok...sorry for the short stories that i wrote for this time..hahaha...like anyone will read my nonsense babbling....i wish my beshies are in a good conditions...=)

A.S.A.P!!

i want a new phone!!!my phone is so damnly boring i guess..hahaha...i hate Nokia's but i LOVEEEE sony ericsson!!!!my mom said if i want a new phone then use my own money..wtf??she always know that i save money which is a LOT!!i save those money for my own shopping..daa'aa..maybe i need to save at least a thousand or less...maybe i just need to fokus on my study and buy the phone next year..ok...i can do that..sorry mom if i said bad thing about u..i love u so much..XOXO..

For the first time ever!!

For the first time ever i like add maths!!i can't believe it...thanks to Cikgu Fauzi...=)..he teached all the student that came to the intensif class which start today until two more weeks..the class start at 8.45am untill 1.00 in the noon...can u imagine 4hours and 15 minutes we all study add maths??!!but it was fun and amazingly i understand,..today was the first class..just wait and see for tomorrow...i hope that i can score A1 for my SPM..i really do hope so..when the class finished,suddenly in a shock i was so so so sooooo tired...i want to sleep, i want to eat..i want to go to a spa and relaxed there...haiyo..so many things to do la..don't know why but i don't feel like wanna go out..for now i guess..haha..=D

Today is the last day of school..kinda have fun u know...it was cool actually...i arrived at school at 8.10am..hahaha...sje je g skola lmbt...msok je dlm klas..i was shocked..ingtkn rmi la yg dtg coz its the last day of school...i was wrong..a few je yg dtg..then we were start talking about jamuan klas..xrmi sgt yg dtg..not more than 15 people i guess..its ok at least we had the class party..then at 9 something teya msg syai n kami(me,syai,leya and tengku) g jemput teya kat bawah..baik kan..daa'aa..haha..smpi je bwh leya was like:mane teya?xde pun..then i heard someone's voice..it was teya's..haha...kami sume sengaje suruh teya turun..syai n me mmg haus giler so we went to the cantin..suddenly i saw Pn.Rahayu..sume nk lari dari dia..then Pn.Rahayu call me:hey,awk sume buat ape merayau ramai2 ni??stupid me answered:ouh...xla cikgu..kami nak g cari Pn.Syafini..nak tnye psl jamuan klas..bile dia da puas ati ngan jwpn aku dia un bla...lega ati...bile aku pusing je...no one was there!aku sorg2 je yg jwb pe ckgu ckp..hahahaha...teya n syai da g kantin..leya n tengku da naik tangge..aku cm org bodo je cari mereka..hahaha...leya un turn dri tangge n aku ajk dia g kantin coz i really need something to drink..on the way tu kami nmpk Pn.Rahayu again!!patah la balik...tkot kantoi...mse ternmpk ckgu tu,i saw teya at the cantin waving her hand..i was like what??da smpi kantin n x kantoi??me n leya pusing bilk disiplin,lalu bilik kesihatan...ble jejak je kaki ke foyer B,leya ckp Pn.Rahayu kt blakang!!like we were playing hide n seek....then tros la ke kantin..after all that we all naik ke kelas..tengku was there sitting and doing nothing...xsempat melepaskn penat lelah un,leya said that i was suppost to do my Fizik peka..so i went down again...almost rehat when i finished my peka..me n syai went to recess...i saw Uya...bru nk mkn then i saw Ain...i hug her ok...kinda weird...haha...although the recess was over but we were still talking and laughing..Aina ckp dia nk naik klas...so all of us naik la ke kelas....teya remind me about the oral then we went down again to the bilik guru...lpas oral kne tolong Pn.Asmah angkt kotak yg berat...naik kelas we lalu kelas 4Kreatif and cm biase la kn...kcik pggl aku..dia bg bju n marker pen to conteng2...mule2 mmg la xde idea nk conteng...lpas tu dtg la idea yg mencurah so ape lagi....abis baju kcik kami conteng...bez...then blik..after all the bye2...tggu kt bustop cm biase la kn...stelah pent berdiri..me n syai decide to have a sit on the branch..then syai saw Hanis...yey!!after we talk n laugh,she had to go home..its ok..aslkn dpt borak2 kn?not bad for the last day of school right?i hope that our class party can be an enjoyment day coz on the night i have a meeting about bisness with my partners..so...thats all i guess..=)

my new hair cut..

ok ke ek rmbt cmni?hmm..sometimes i like my new hair cut but suddenly i hate it..my mom said that i look messy...duuhh...its my hair..i go to the sallon by myself and i use my own money ok..its my desicion..

Rhythms From An Oasis

For the people of the desert,the oasis is the source and center of life.

Crystal clear springs,sweet and succulent dates,and the cool shade

of swaying palms all await the weary traveler.

Life in the oasis is dominated by rhythms both rapid and relaxed:

the playful babble of streams,the whisper of wind of the fronds,

the rising and setting of the sun,the cycle of the season.

the men and women of the oasis have their own rhythms,

and from songs of joy and celebration to expressions of

longing and solace,the oasis is alive with music.

ITS ALL ABOUT YOUR MIND!!

Since my mom ask me to join ampac i was like..boring..coz i don't have any friends at all,my mom said that u can get friends anywhere..but u can't get this education anywhere..what kind of classes out there that teaches u about smart IT,usahawanan dirancang,visioning,bijak berbicara,aikido,intelligent chess,intelligent math and English sure boleh?Then i said to my self,ok just have a try..and after all the classes i've been through,it was superb!!this is the place that open my eyes about my own specialities..i'm not good in school and my results are a disaster..in the classes,they teach me how special everyone is..like me..i know that i'm special in something and now i do know..since i realise that i can't score in school,i have to find a way to prove to my family that i can be a successful women..now my focus is in business..i like to create something new and fresh so i decide to be a fesyen designer or an interior designer..my family finally support me..now my sister want to be a business women..maybe we will be a business partner..who knows right..when we like something and u'r really in to it,just go for it..in every second i always think about business..if u say that u can do it then u can but if u say that u can't then u can't..ITS ALL ABOUT YOUR MIND..

HANIS HAYATI BT. MOHD KAMAL??

For the first time i saw this when we were in standard6..we have tution together..i was so sombong to know this girl..after having classes together we became closer..we had a great time..afret UPSR we didn't see each other anymore until form2..i never tought that i'm gonna see her again..i was like happy actually..she sat in front of me..i sat beside Eyfa..so we talk about the past and she ask me do i have a boyfriend..so i said yes,i do..then she talks about her best friend..a boy actually..his name is Azmi..i was so curious about her best buddy..and you all know what??!!Azmi is my boyfriend's brother..(kecik gler dunia!!)we were so suprised..totally..we shared maybe everything to each other..mmg xnyesal aku knl dia..haih..then we were still friends untill form3..although we are in a saperated classes..we go rehat sme2..tipu la klau ckp yg kitaorg xpenah gdh2 kn..but in any cases..she always being the matured among me,eira n eyfa..she was like a mother for me..she really understands me so well..she always help me when i need some advises..she always says that everyone is special no matter in what condition..i believe thats true..we have a lot in common..like artis,foods,movies,even boys too..then PMR came..i've tried my best..but when i got my results..i was so dissapointed and frustrated..i cried like a baby..she hug me..she said that u've tried your best my dear..she calm me down..slowly i accept the result..when the school holiday come..we hang out a lot..we have so much fun..time running like a thunder..i felt like just yesterday i took the PMR..now i have to prepared myself for form4..we went to scool like usual and maybe in February Hanis told me that she's going to teknik in Seremban..i was like WHAT??!!totally shocked!!that night i cried..how can i survive without her?i love her damn much..but i can't do a thing to stop her..this is for her own good..the first week she was not beside me i was lost..i need my "mother"..that was in the early year..now there are only two month before a new year will come..i haven't see her for like a few month..only gods know how i miss her..when i sms her,she didn't reply..today when i asked Azeera about Hanis she said Hanis sms her and want to knows about her life and more..what about me??am i nothing to her??i was so sad..i want to cry when Azeera tell me that but i can't..i don't want to..but my heart did cry..i really do miss her..our friendship are lost..although i have Teya and Syaira,but i still need my "mother"..Hanis Hayati..i want you to know that Nurul Nadhrah loves u a lot and never stop thinking of you..people please don't missunderstood about us..we were like sisters..haih..no words can be tell anymore..i just hope that she misses me too..

babi nye M.I.A!!

pagi td aku da siap awl..then kena plak tggu mak aku..dan2 tu lah fon dia tertinggal kt dlm rumh..kne la g amik..da la da lmbt gle..smpe je skola sume da msuk klas..mule2 aku xcuak sgt tp ble smpi kt klas aku tgk pn.Jega da edarkn paper exam..bru la glabah..msuk je klas aku tgk Mia tu dok kt tmpt aku..aku un gi jela kt tmpt aku..dia leh wat muke bodo dia yg da mmg bodoh tu..skt ati tol..aku surh la dia bgn..dia wat muke kesian lak kat aku..ingt comel ke??!!then aku terdengar suare pn.Jega..opss..lipe dia ade..dia surh aku amik meja dia..Mia tu leh wat bodo je..aku yg kne angkut meja tu..nseb baek aku dok sbelah teya..Mia tu tolong ulur aku nye brg je..mmg bengang giler aku ngan minah tu!!tros xfokus nk jwb fizik td..mati la aku..kompem la aku fill nnti..aduhai..ble time pape akaun,nsib baek ok..tp xtau la result cmne..math mode lak cm sial je..ssh!!da la suddenly skt prot nk mati..xsempat ok nk jwb sume..pasrah jela...tp mood aku down gler sbb Mia tu...rase cm nk bunoh un ade..dush2..mati la pengawas sialan!!bhahahaha...
M=missing
I=in
A=action
gelaran plg hot la weyh..dia ingt dia tu hot ke??g mati la..taunye nk ponteng je ngan Qila ngan Wina tu..campak lombong kang bru tau..g mkn kt Sushi King un nk bangge..dasar anak kampungan!!

at teya's house

smalam abes exam kol 10.40..pa2 aku,teya n syai un g la ke koperasi n bli sandwich..nyam2...sdap..hahaha..lpas tu aku g umah teya coz parents aku ade meeting n stuff..smpi umah teya,kami tgk tv..cite Tom Tom Bak..besh..hahaha...walaupun tu rancangan budak2,ienye tetp bez ok..lpas tu aku msuk blik kakak teya tok on9..aku suke ngan kretiviti yg ade pde kakak teya..p/s :teya,ko jgn gtau kakak ko taw..nnti dia kembang lak hahaha..then mula la kami mengutuk2..like usual la kn..mcm2 cite la kuar...bahak2 kami gelak..aduhai..skt prot aku time tu..suddenly kami trase cm nk makan lak..so kami turn bwh n makn bubur n sup..sdap ok..tq tu mak teya..teya sje je letk aku nye byk2..smpi xterabes aku mkn..terpakse la buang..nk wat cmne kn..hahaha...lpas tgk teya cuci pingga,kami pun sambong ngan on9...mmg xnyesal la aku g rumh teya..bez gle ok!!dlm kol 5.40 kot bru mak aku amek..teya bengang je sbb xabes ngutuk lg..laen kli aku g umah ko lg eh teya..tu pun klau dia sudi la..hahaha...actually..aku xtros blik rumh pun..kne tggu my sis(ayush) kt jln3..lmbt gler dia blik..then g mkn mlm kt KFC...tgh syok2 mkn..adk aku gtaw kt bpk aku yg mlm ni dia de tusyen..pe lg..rushing la..smpi rumh nk kt kol 8..mmg pnat la klau di ikotkn tp bez...yg pling beznye..lepk umah teya..bajet nk study la tok exam esknye..tp habuk pun x..terlampau pnt..so dlm kol 11 aku pun ape lg..tido la..hahaha...esk the last day of exam..wish me luck!!

SUHAYANI RUGANI !

RUGI LA NI klau xbace wei!!haha

today's drama : PETANI SAWI

muka londeh die masuk, sound dak pompuan,
YANI GANI : hah! pantang cikgu keluar mula la nk bercakap! kamu yg tepi 2 nak ape? huh?

PELAJAR 4 KARISMA (PEREMPUAN) : xde pape, (wat muke toye cam die) hahaha..

YANI GANI : huh! kamu buat apa tu! mnuju ke Arif ) sambil meraba peha Arif utk mendapatkan kepastian. dapat jumpa nota sejarah.

YANI GANI : sejak saya masuk sekolah ni, x pernah saya tangkap dalam tangan saya sendiri orang meniru. ilmu di duduk2. bincang masa periksa. nama jalan empat, nama yg gah tapi pelajar2 dia (geleng kepala).. p/s : gah ke?? haha

PELAJAR 4 KARISMA : (buat muka toya, selenge, x paham, gelak)

YANI GANI : macam mana kita nak berjaya kalau kita menipu dan xjujur pada diri sendiri??jawab jela kan soalan objektif tu..kalau xtaw hentam jela..saya pun xtaw tp at least saya jujur..(suddenly selit psl mak bapak la plak)..cube tengok mak bapak kite,kalau rajin dapat la naek pangkat..da itu usaha dia,itulah hasil dia dapat..(dan2 dia selit pasal PETANI SAWI!!)cube tengok macam petani,kalau dia malas nak pergi bertani,sikitlah hasil dia..cube kalau dia tanam dua baris,macam mane nak jual??dia dengan bini dia je yg boleh makan..macam mane nak hidop??(geleng kepala)..

PELAJAR 4 KARISMA : (buat muke xphm,gelak.muke tenganga,gelak sindir)

YANI GANI : xpayah nak buat muke macam tu..saya tahu nak lepaskan kamu untuk rehat!kalau kertas Chemistry saya ni!,saya bagi kosong..balik rumah nanti saya rebus telur,saya bagi kamu makan!(telur laki dia la kot..upssss!!!! hahahaha...sori my bad..=D)saya xtahu la pn.Asmah nak bagi kamu markah ke tak(ditujukan bwat Arif yg tersayang)saya nak kamu amik iktibar dengan apa yg saya kata..saya da banyak dengar komplen dari cikgu2 lain pasal kelas ni!hmm..k bangun!!TERIMA KASIH!!

PELAJAR 4 KARISMA : (berkerut,merungut dan sesungut wei...)

NADHRAH : mampos la ko double chin!!bhahaha....balik ngan selambanya kami(nad,teya,syai) teros ke koperasi dan bli sandwich..nyam2..kami pun balik ngan prasaan girang..ngee..

MORAL OF THE STORY IS= jgn di sbot telo lki ko k??bhahaha..

as every one know that this week and next week is the final exam...frust giler coz xsempat nk blaja mati-matian..xleh nk salhkn sesape un kn...my own stupid fault...daaa..hahaha...anyway..yg wat aku bengang nk mampos is the boys!!meja diowg da la rapt..baek xyah amik exam..bangang nk mampos!!bukn leh cye pun sume jantan2 tuh!aku bengang giler ngan my fucking sdare tu....yg dia taw hanyalah meniru org je...xgune otak langsung..just admit that ur stupid than me la...pa2 ble blik skola smalam aku terpakse tumpang mak dia sbb mak aku blom blik dri mlake..so thats ok for me..then mse ngah tggu haziq kuar dri skola tu mak dia ingt yg aku ni de simpn rahsia ank dia dri dia..mne la cheq taw..xpsl2 kne bebel...bengong tol....ble haziq da msuk kete...trus dia jd cm bangang..cm bru lpas amik pil khayal je...cm ter over dos un ade...mak dia tnye asl?dia ckp add math td snang..aku kt blakang uh cm like daaaaa....mmg la senang coz ko meniru 100%....bodoh!!!klau markah ko tinggi skalipun uknye ko pndi gune otak tu btol2...tp cume pndi meniru...xyah la wei....bazir mse je menghargai org bodoh cm ko...well...aku bukn nk ckp yg aku nk bgs sgt tp at least xyah la nk bega2...trime jela hakikat...hahahaha....ble da jumpe mummy...pe lg..story2 la...mak aku un bengang giler ngan ank sdare dia...hahah...mummy sruh ckp kt mak dia tp aku xsmpi ati tgk mak dia kecewa...baek gle ati aku nih...haih...senang di pijak ma....wawawa....what ever it is pun...u guys just wish me luck for this exam k...k daa...

MENANTI DI BARZAKH

ku merintih,aku menangis,
ku meratap,aku mengharap,
ku meminta dihidupkn semula,agar dpt kembali ke dunia nyata,
p'jalann rohku melengkapi sbuah kembara,singgah di rahim bonda,sbelum menjejak ke dunia,menanti di barzakh,sebelum berangkat ke mahsyar,
di perhitung amaln penentu syurga atau sebaliknye,
tanah yg bash berwarna merah,semerah mawar & juga rimbun,
7 langkah pun baru berlalu,seusai talkin bernada syahdu,
tenang & damai dipusaraku,
nisan batu menjdi tugu,namun xsiapa pun tahu resah penantianku,
terbangkitnye aku dri sebuah kematian,seakan ku dengari,
yg ku tinggalkn,kehidupn disini bukan suatu khayalan,
tetapi ia sebenar kejadian,
kehidupn disini bukn suatu khayalan,
kembali oh kembali,kembalilah ke dalam diri,
sendirian sendiri,sendirian bertemankan sepi,
hanya kain putih yang membalut tubuhku,
terbujur & kaku,jasad didalam keranda kayu,
ajal yang datang di muka pintu,tiada yang memberitahu,
tiada siapa pun dapat hindari,tiada siapa yang terkecuali,
jelma kembali,nafas terhenti,hingga xtergambar sakitnya mati,
cukup sekali,xsanggup untuk ku mengulangi,
jantung berdegup kencang menanti malaikat datang,
menggigil ketakutan,gelap pekat dipandangan,
selama ini diceritakan,kini aku merasakan,
di alam barzakh,jasad di kebumikan,
ku merintih,aku menangis,
ku meratap,aku mengharap,
ku meminta dihidupkan semula,AGAR DAPAT KEMBALI KE DUNIA NYATA..

victoria's secrets..

firstly,i bukn nk blagak or what tp cume nk share what i have..xslh kn?=)
sape yg ade bnde ni msti excited gile..xyah tpu la..
nyway,kt US,bnde ni 1set only cost 20US$..murah ok..dlm stu set actually de 3barang je tp yg ujung skali(minyk wangi tu)bli asing la..dia punye wangi like heaven ok!!xthn gile bau dia..teramtlah wangi...but really soft..mine is LOVE SPELL..so bile bau cm really kne love spell..
siyes...n minyk wangi yg bli asing tu,STRAWBERRY AND CHAMPAGNE...my sis lak..PURE SEDUCTION...my mom n i nye sme je..mmg puas ati btol ble bpk i blik dri US...dia baek sgt..bli mcm2 tok our whole family..tp,brg yg dia bli tok dri dia xsebanyak cm kmi punye..terharu ok..padahal dia yg pnt2 g sne..keje lg..hmm...i love my dad so much..thnks to god again..=)

totally dissapointed!!

hmmm.....what are best friends for???if they always disappoint u all the time..never make u win in anything...i have this two people that i call best friends..i thought when i have them i don't have to be worry or mad or disappointed at all but it's so totally wrong!!i hate this feeling..i do love them but i felt like i'm not important at all..like i'm an outsider..(i'm crying by the way)..never feel this way..i need to share my feelings with them but they're not here 4 me..why??!!those two people always have time 4 each other but not 4 me..suddenly they're busy doing fucking stuff!!like i don't know that they don't need me anymore..always with their bullshits excuses..daaa..i'm not stupid ok!!i have feelings too..they can do what ever they want but i can't..so not fair..what ever they do,it's always right and when i do it,i'm been scold..i can't take it anymore..i need some air ok..please understand me..i never scold them but i give them more supports..i'm the matured one over here..daaa...the other girl is so not matured..(gedik!!)does she think that it's cute to have that kind of attitude??*sigh*...like we have very different world..not like old times anymore..no more hang outs,sleep overs,gossipping,laughing,shopping....miss the happy times..but know it's gone..i mean..ZERO..huh...maybe u guys will think that i'm to emotional but u guys don't feel what i'm feeling right..its ok..my emotional is not too stabil...*sigh*..=(

Totally exhausted!!

today(10/09/2008),
i think that i'm going to die..very tired!!my hand can't write anything more..i can't even talk..many people says that Form4 is a honeymoon year..is that so??4 me..its a hell year..in every single day,the teachers gonna give homework!!why??in the morning,i go to school,in the evening i go to tuition classes..i can only rest at night..rest?not really..i have to finish the homework..now days,i can't remember when did i eat..have i eaten yet?my mom also said that i look a bit slimmer than before..and its true..don't know about u guys but 4 me it is..*sight*..but even tough i study a lot,my results are still the same..maybe u all think that i haven't study at all..its wrong OK!!no one knows what i feel deep down in my heart..i can share it with my BFF but they are not around to help me..its OK..now i share it with my private psychiatry doctor..i'm not crazy but my emotions are not stable..thank god i have Teya n Syai..they're the best friend ever!!love them so damn much..i have a great time with them..they understand me very well..they never disappoint me..they always give me supports..hmm..alright that's all 4 now..too much bubbling..=)

wimpy day..^_^

arini skola cm biase jew..tp yg beshnye bju syai ade byk semut2 yg comel..haha..siot je..tyme fizik kne mra..=(..why am i so lazy?its a simple work actually..teacher siap ckp nadia lazy bump...dasyat bdak2 4karisma ni..haha..but i have fun of making fun of people..ptg ni nk g potg rmbt!!i'm so happy..finally..xlrt nk jge rmbot pnjg2...i think thats all 4 today la..i need a rest..bye 4 now..^_^