annoyed!

huh..hell yeah I'm annoyed with his attitude.i hate it when he tease me around like I'm a little kid.I'm talking about my brother.the thing is he likes to judge people.in a negative way.and i hate it.he doesn't even know those people so please stop judging people. doesn't mean if they have been staying in overseas and come back to Malaysia are those who are arrogant. yes they will not be as talkative as local people because they haven't adapt to the surroundings yet,it take times you know.always lecture me by saying that I'm not serious in my study and a total lazy girl.hey if I'm not serious in my study i will skip classes and stop going to college and just hang out the whole time but the thing is i am being very serious in my study.i go to classes,never skip my pop quiz or test,after coming back from college i will study and do my own notes so that it will be easy for me to study during exams.you said you never see me study.totally true.want to know the reason?yeah the reason is I'm staying outside, I'm staying in an apartment in subang jaya and how the hell am i suppose to show you every time i study?think logically can't you?gosh.and you always say that on weekends i always come back home in bangi and always have fun with my friends.hey,I'm not a robot okay.i need time to have fun and relax too.what?i can't come back to my own house is it?I've been studying during the weekdays so yeah i need some rest and i miss my family.who doesn't right?damn think dude.all this time you lecture me not to come back home oftenly at weekends but wait you always pick up your girlfriend from her house in shah alam and bring her back to her house in bandar seri putra every weekend.EVERY WEEKEND!not fair right?see,i told yah..about my study,true my result went down a bit but i tried my very best.VERY BEST!i will study until i forgot to take my meals and get gastric.i was sick badly and even people can see it,i lost 7kg okay.just because of gastric.see how bad it is?with all that pain that i have to suffer you still say that i didn't study and just play around with my friends.always go out and do nothing?huh.speechless.hmm,what about you my lovely brother??wait didn't you change university because you were kicked out?huh.when i ask why,you just simply laugh and say you were not serious and just play and hang out with your friends?you think that I'm like you?please look at yourself before you lecture me.please i beg you.can you be more matured?you are 26 this year and about to get marry.change your attitude about people.don't make me hate you.you are the oldess in our family so please show good examples for your brothers and sisters to follow.please stop make me cry because of stressness.I appreciate it a lot brother.