Boyfriend.

Now I'm looking for one.hahahaha.actually i can survive without one but i just want one.want to have the feeling in love again.want the feeling of having butterflies in my stomach.the feeling being love by the one that i love.get a sweet text from him,a call from him.heee.must be happy and wonderful.i want someone with a mature behavior and thinking who can guide me in anything.simple but yet attractive to me.i like a guy with cute curly hair or a straight hair with a cute style.ghee,i found one already but yeah he's too perfect for me.my mom told her friends that I'm still searching for a boyfriend.her friends was like,why no one want me,I'm in term3 already.they are worried about me for not having a boyfriend.my mom's rule is i must get married by 21.and they are afraid because I'm 18 already but still no boyfriend.I'm the one who need to get married by 21 but they're the one who are worried about me.they said that i just need to find a boyfriend and the rest will be taken care by them.hahaha.they are so cute.they treat me as I'm their daughter.and yeah they said it themselves,I'm their precious daughter.awww.touched by that.they always say that if u like that guy just go and confess to that guy.i was like what?just like that?I'm not that type of girls la aunties.i like to be humble and keep low.comfortable like that.i don't want guys to see me as "gedik".i want them to see me as a very cheerful and sweet girl.i tend to be "manja" with them.my friends said that every time i talk with guys i tend to talk in a sweet voice and "manja".Even i didn't notice about that.it just happen.naturally.anyways,i hope to find one that can make me act the way i am,i can feel comfortable and safe with him.=)