Now i know.

*sigh*yeah..now i know my true feelings..about my crush all this long,it was just a feeling of happiness because i was treated very nicely.not that now I'm not being treated nicely,but i can just tell its just as a comfort friend.that's all.I've been living in a fairy tail all by myself.never mind.at least there are memories about it right.now i am proudly saying that i have no more crush on anyone and happy about it.=)

Thanks ibu and ayah!=)

Yeah i want to thanks my parents a lot.coming back from US and bought me lots of things.satisfied.hahahaha.and i miss them for being there for 2weeks.i don't need to shop for my things anymore,what i need,already been bought by my parents.i feel great!haha..

Boyfriend.

Now I'm looking for one.hahahaha.actually i can survive without one but i just want one.want to have the feeling in love again.want the feeling of having butterflies in my stomach.the feeling being love by the one that i love.get a sweet text from him,a call from him.heee.must be happy and wonderful.i want someone with a mature behavior and thinking who can guide me in anything.simple but yet attractive to me.i like a guy with cute curly hair or a straight hair with a cute style.ghee,i found one already but yeah he's too perfect for me.my mom told her friends that I'm still searching for a boyfriend.her friends was like,why no one want me,I'm in term3 already.they are worried about me for not having a boyfriend.my mom's rule is i must get married by 21.and they are afraid because I'm 18 already but still no boyfriend.I'm the one who need to get married by 21 but they're the one who are worried about me.they said that i just need to find a boyfriend and the rest will be taken care by them.hahaha.they are so cute.they treat me as I'm their daughter.and yeah they said it themselves,I'm their precious daughter.awww.touched by that.they always say that if u like that guy just go and confess to that guy.i was like what?just like that?I'm not that type of girls la aunties.i like to be humble and keep low.comfortable like that.i don't want guys to see me as "gedik".i want them to see me as a very cheerful and sweet girl.i tend to be "manja" with them.my friends said that every time i talk with guys i tend to talk in a sweet voice and "manja".Even i didn't notice about that.it just happen.naturally.anyways,i hope to find one that can make me act the way i am,i can feel comfortable and safe with him.=)

Happy =)

Yeah,happy because I have a great day with my friends.heee..indeed it is..we all laugh like hell..LIKE HELL..through out this one week of holidays,this is the only day that i go out with my friends and have fun..i plan many things but didn't get the chance to do all of it..what to do..only got one week of term break..what to expect right..hope for a longer break..

hey.

Term Break,

yeah baby!!!I have finish my finals already and know I'm having my term break..but sadly its only one week..after that I'm gonna start term3..haha..i know,like what??that fast?but i like term3's timetable..less class and got one day no class..i hope that this term i can past and don't have to repeat..afraid if my results are not good, it will be very stress because i study like hell..heee..anyways,for this break i just hope that i can get some rest and have a vacation with my friends..because i know once I'm home,i have work to do..as usual,driver for my brother and sister..hmm..

Tia baby,

hey dear,i miss u so much doh..wanna hang out with u..siyes..like we use to..no need to go out or what for me if we sit together and share stories is enough..talk about your problem,mine,laugh out loud,share what's new..i have lots of thing to share and i know u have too right?set the date and day then we meet k dear..=)

Crush!

hahhahahahahahaha....(blushing)yeah..i'm having it right now..but maybe just for a while..don't know lah..i don't want to be too happy because I'm afraid if my heart hurts..don't have the guts lah weh..just go with the flow..right people..=)