C.H.

sejuk.

ayush.ali.nadh.

This is a picture of us at Cameron Highland..three siblings..we love to take pictures together..hee..there's not much picture..sad but what to do..just want to say that Cameron Highland is a very nice place to go..love strawberry dip with chocolate very much..awww..=)..love anything with strawberry..but I hate the road..ting tong..haha..and I meet my sayang..Fatihah Azman..we didn't even planned to go there together..right dear?hee..like we were at bangi..my mother was really happy when I said that Tia is at Cameron too..she ask me where is she?like almost every minute about her..see Tia my mother likes you..hee..my father bought a lot..i mean freaking lot of teas..i love it..my mother and grandma are crazy with the flowers..they even ask the gardener at my hotel if we can have some flowers..hahaha..they love flowers..there a lots of strawberries in my refrigerator and now I'm eating them..wah..love it!=)

Ouch.

Do you have to say that to me?you don't even think what I feel don't you?please,I love you but you don't trust me?what does that suppose to mean?after all we've been through?there are lots of things about growing up that are hard to be honest about ,even with your best friends.how can you be best friends with someone who keeps secrets from you?deal with that will you?*sigh*

I've got it!

Yeay!I finally got my licence today!I've got my P!oh my god.I'm showing it off.hahaha.proud of myself.but since the accident at Bagan Lalang,I'm afraid to drive the car when there is a lot of car on the road.haih.i've got to be brave or not until when I'm gonna be afraid of driving?OK moving on to the next story.last Sunday my Sim card have been inactivate.I was like WTF?!like what's happening?I didn't even do anything.I've got a message from Maxis that my number have been switched from maxis to Celcom.when did i do that?then I call Maxis centre to ask about it and the operator told me that my number have been inactivate this morning.he told me to come to Maxis centre to renew my number.a waste of time right?fuck u la Maxis.u don't have the right to do that to anyone.but thanks to my dad for going to Maxis centre to renew my number.now I just have to wait it to active again.I've got what I want from last week.I'm so glad.=)

No Point At All.

Right now I'm having a really hard time with myself.try not to think about it but I just can't.in front of people I pretend to be happy and strong like there are nothing wrong with me but the truth is that I'm sinking down and down deep in the ocean.I try to swim back up but it really take some time.when I want to cry so badly,I just hold it and it made my heart hurt a lot.I really want to tell the world how I feel but the world seems to ignore it.sometimes I wonder,am I that useless?am I really that bad?then I always think on the positive side,maybe I have to be nicer to people.try not to hurt them.make them feel happy.feel like they are really precious.but still,there is no point at all.I'm trying my best to comfort and please people but then do they care about me?do they even remember me?I just hope that they appreciate what I have done to them.I really do.I just missed being loved by many people.

p/s:I really love people who love me with all their heart.=)

Some space for me.

I really need some space..i really do..i hope u will understand..i don't want things getting worse between us..i need to think..I'm sorry..now i just need every one's support..Tia,don't worry I wont do anything stupid..thank u so much for being there for me..and yes,I love u too..

Thanks guys

Arini ada kelas..lepas kelas tu pening kepala nk balik mcm mane...haih...dah jnji ngan sdareku Haziq nk lepak same2 tp dia xtaw jln pulak..ayah meeting,abg pulak tengah tido...tetibe teringat Tia..msj Tia and dia tersgtlah baik hati sanggup ambik walaupun dia ngah kerja...sori eh Tia menyusahkn korang pulak kne ambik aku jauh2...lega sikit hati...eh lupe...thanks to Arif Azmi n Safar...i had fun today...


p/s:tia...heee....u know right?