Black Sheep

Am i?maybe for my family,yes...I'm the bad one..it has always been me..all the time..when i did something good or to be proud of,my parents ignore it..they just don't care..but when i did something bad like i forgot to finish all the chores at home,its a big issue for them..when i scold my lil brothers or my only sister,I'll be scold back..like hey,i scold them for a reason OK..i hate to scold them for nothing...i love them..but do they ever notice my kindness??huh!I'm sick of it already!when my brothers did something good,gosh they are proud..but me?haha zero man..nothing..if i didn't do all the chores,who will do it??ha?yea like my siblings will do it..like I'm the bibik..i love doing chores but hey,there's a limit OK..i need some rest to..i want to watch the TV,use the laptop,online,hangout with my friends....like normal teenagers do...but no i don't have the chance..when i want to go out,i have to think who will do all the chores when I'm out?who will take care of my brothers and sisters?see how much i care about them?but do they?I almost cry when my mother didn't believe that i didn't scold my lil brother for making a mess at the kitchen..like hey,am i that cruel?instead i ask him to wash his hand and i will clean it up..duh..but they don't believe it..uuurrrggghhhh....i'm so frustrated!

No More

Haven't it going to get better?dduuuhhh...please god..but why now?why?don't do this to me..just give me the strength..that's enough..

My Heart Sanked

For like a long time I haven't have a big crush or like that guy u know..but I can't have it anymore..the reason is easy..I can't..just can't..goodbye butterfly feelings..no more..I had enough..sorry for not telling the truth..sumpah xsanggup..malu..yeah like u like that guy and suddenly BOOM! u can't like him anymore..

Cousins

Maybe many of you think that it is lame to miss your cousins but for me its not..i miss my cousins like hell ok..damn..hate this situation..last night i text Sdare(Haziq)..we have some chit chat..but nothing much to catch up because he don't have enough credits..its ok for me..at least we manage to talk..haha..miss him la god..aiyyoo..hope i can hang out with him before he goes to PLKN..haha..he hates that..

p/s:Syaza,i miss u too..

Unbelieveable

It's true tho..like there's nothing happened..but don't u even notice anything?yea rite,cmne nk prasan klau xambik tau pun kn..hahaha..seronok btol hidup nih ye kawan2?what if u got the chance by being someone that u always do bad things to her or him?would it be fun?hahaha...stupid enough..can someone kill me know?should i being kill or not eit?what ever..lame...actuallly i'm bored till death..how about me killing myself?YES!that's the only way.. BOOOOOMMM!!!!!I'M DEAD!

Later on

About my previous post...hahaha..nnti i update k..having problems with my ladtop n uploading the pictures..anyway..I am totally bored here ok..want to do many things but don't know how n where to start..this week i am totally busy..with my family plans of holidays..but for me,its just tiring..but its kinda fun tho..bile lg en nk kumpul kn satu family..and about my friends..here we go dude..thanks to them who really know how to appreciate me..like text me.call me,ask me if i'm ok,what am i doing,where am i...like those stuffs..whatever la..I'll talk later on k..

p/s:please do appreciate your friends..TQ.

Want To Know About It?

HAHAHAHA....as u all know..freedom bebeh!!
Actually...we..as me,Tia,Wan and Arep Londh celebrate it until the next day...believe it or not lah babe..malas nk cite...nnti lah upload gmba..check it out ok guys...

p/s:maybe gmbr upload lmbt skit..haha..