Ikhlas

Okay if u want me to say thanks,then thanks a lot for taking care..thanks sbb tggu bapak aku smpi..thanks for the acc paper...and thanks for everything..sorry for not saying it to u..u thought with one phone call I don't feel anything..after that phone call I cried a lot..I just can't believe u did that to me..let me tell u how this things start..On Monday u didn't come..that's fine with me..the next day u were different and I had a bad mood..on Wednesday u totally changed..u didn't talk to me at all..I was like what?I called u that night..I asked u whats wrong..U said,oh nothing wrong..why?am I different?only god know how I feel that time..I can't accept it..after that I went to Brunei..I keep thinking of u..on Monday I went to school..and guess what?its a holiday..I was like an idiot for not knowing anything..I called u to ask why I didn't know about it and u said that u forgot to tell me..and for that I Don't care much..I asked u again did I do anything wrong and u said there's nothing going wrong and I accept it..u changed because u want to focus on your studies..i thought why can't we do it together then I realised that I need to focus on my studies too..that's why I changed..I'm tired with all my sadness..I need to wake up..u make me changed..and I thank u for that..I also want to apologised for everything..I talk about u behind your back..I admit it but I just say the reason why are we like this to people..people asked me..I tell them the trust..I didn't talk shits behind u..I wont do that to u..i love so much..sometimes I feel like we're a family..We need to have a conversation about this..I never hate u..I miss u..

SALE!!

Sumpah penat smalam...dri ptg smpi pkul 12.30 shopping...giler..g KLCC..sale dia mmg kaw2...best gak la..borong sakan boleh x..mggu lpas dah shopping kat The Garden...mggu ni KLCC...mggu dpn ibu ckp kat Alamanda pulak..haha...ok lah..aslkn dpt shopping..nk bli kasut Clark...please...tp nk bli ngan duet sendiri la..baru puas hati...target lpas SPM nk bli kasut Clark!yey...xsabar nk shopping lg next week..woohoo..

I Get It Now

Aku dah taw mcm mane org menilai diri aku..aku dah faham skrg..thanks to all the fake people..kalau kau xnk kwn dgn aku,xpyh la nk pura2..aku xsuke okay..aku ada harga diri..aku ada perasaan..mungkin kau xrase..tp benda ni amatlah menyakitkan taw x..boleh x jgn seksa aku lagi..aku dah xsanggup..aku rindu kan kau..aku dah anggp kau mcm sahabat aku..bg aku sahabat adalah tmpt yg tggi dlm kamus persahabatan..tp bile kau dah buat aku syg kau,aku kena tinggal..mcm tu je?msti aku ada silap kat mana2 ni..xkn la sbb tu je kau xnk ngan aku lg dah..lame2 aku kena trime jgak..bnde nk jd kan..aku xpenah benci kau..tp aku amt syg kn kau..cume kadang2 aku kecewa..aku selalu dilayan mcm ni..bile org perlu kan aku,diaorg cari n jd baek sgt..tp bile org dah xnk dgn kite,segala pengorbanan kite dilupakan..bende ni menghantui aku..aku mintak maaf kalau aku ni menjadi penghalang utk kau mencapai segala impian kau..kalau kau xkasi aku tiru kerja kau,mmg betul lah tindakan kau..aku jujur..kalau aku ckp aku syg kau,smpi bile2 pun aku syg kn kau..selalu terkenangkn blik segala kenangan...hati ni jadi sayu sgt..dah xterkira air mata aku ni utk seorang sahabat yg aku sayang..kepada semua warga 5karisma,aku nk berterima kasih..aku taw,xsemua org sukakan aku dan aku taw jgak yg rmi manusia buat2 baik dgn aku n bile aku xde mereka akn mengata aku..itu semua lumrah hidup..tp boleh x  korang semua jujur..xsusah pun..cume memerlukan keikhlasan..Allah menguji aku di saat aku bergembira..ketabahan diri yang menjadi kekuatan aku sekarang..aku xpernah mintak penyakit tp Allah uji aku..aku redha..manusia lain memandang temeh..korang xpernah rase..cube bila korang dpt?nk?mestilah xnk..aku kenal diri aku sendiri..manusia dekat luar sana tu,jangan nk menilai sesuka hati ye..aku minta naaf jika ada kesilapan..jujur dan ikhlas dari hati Nurul Nadhrah..

p/s:Terima kasih ibu kerana memberi dorongan dan nasihat..dan terima kasih ayush kerana sudi mendengar luahan hati seorang kakak..

huh..

damn,abg syafiq kne h1n1..arap2 dia ok..miss him la..abg,bile nk blik rumah ni?jge dri elok2 eh..

Sacrifices??Hell No!

Duhh..I don't want to hate u ok..well..now I really do love myself..seronok jugak kan kne buang..bebas mcm burung..xde sape pun yg kisah kan aku..but still there is..aku hargai giler la korang semua..thanks for the support and tunjuk ajar..my sayangs are the best!!Azeera Hashim,aku syg kau smpi mati..aku siyes nk kwn ngan kau smpi mati..aku taw kau kuat n just forget about that bitch!she's nothing ok..Hanis Hayati Mohd Kamal,aku pun syg kau smpi mati..thanks for all the support and advices..u care about me..and I care about u both..nnti kite sleep over same2 okay?

Asal nih??

Asal cm aku xtaw pape pun yg terjadi kat skolah ni?hah??!!tetibe ada je bnde yg jadi and aku xtergolong pun...not fair at all..psl kuiz,psl semua bnde lah...aku ni invisible ke kt skolah??arghh...bosan nye mcm ni..bnde2 mcm ni lah yg mematahkan smangat aku nk g skolah..things had totally change..aku ni dah jd mcm budak baru masuk skolah boleh x!mls lah...

Should I?

Yes,should I cry?and I did cry..I called Bahirah and told her how I feel and I cried..xleh nk thn rase sedih tu..at least now I know there are someone who take cares about me..they gave me supports and advices..If its my fault,then I'm sorry..

Lost

Korang pernah x lost?bukn kt hutan tp dgn keadaan sekeliling itu sndri..Pernah x terasa cm dipinggirkan?bile kite tnye org tu,dia wat xtaw je..mcm kite ni xwujud pun..smpi kn satu mase tu aku dah bosan ngan sikap yg mcm tu..aku dah xkesah..aku terasa la perbezaan kadang2 tu..aku dilayan bila diperlukan je..aku sedar diri..bile aku senyap,ingt aku mrh..aku xmrh cume aku mls nk layan..xde gune nye kalau aku baik dgn org tu tp org tu sndri xnk ngan kite kn..aku xnk menuding jari kat sesiape pun..tp ada org yg sudi dgr masalah aku yg xseberapa ni..dia nasihat kn aku..dia pun kena mcm aku jugak..dia ckp "ala,diaorg memang mcm tu Nadh..buat xtaw je..kau fokus kat apa yg kau nk je..jgn pikir2kn sgt lah.."aku admire org ni sgt2..aku suke bile dia bg nasihat kat aku,mcm dia tu kakak aku..aku akn ikt nasihat org tu..thanks ya kamu..=)