Monday, March 19, 2012

Nabila Khong

I love this girl so much.she's always there and the only one who understands me at College.She never judge me on how I behave and all.We show our true colors to each other and never tell lies.There are many plans that we planning to do after our finals and just can't wait to do all of them.our main thing to do is to lose a huge amount of weight together so yeah will be busy exercising everyday and that is our promise =)

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Self-Esteemness

Hello hai i'm here back again after some time missing well nothing much happen I'm still struggling studying eventhough weirdly this term it's not that pack compered to the previous term it is a bit relaxing and that made me a bit lazy.well the classes are boring so does the lecturers.usually i always classes no matter how boring the class is but nowdays it is really hard for me to wake up in the morning and go to morning classes.I'll go to afternoon classes only.but I didn't miss out that much since my classmates are presenting their work and the lecturer didn't teach.I don't know how I lost my self-esteem and why now.I feel small sometimes infront of others.I need to gain it back fast or not it will effect my emotions and behavior.

Friday, January 27, 2012

my oh my

This is how I look nowdays.any differences,mature?hahaha I think I look the same like always =)
First of all I just feel awkward for not been writing in my blog for like ages its just that i couldn't find the time and ideas to write.2012 had come and its a year of a turn out point in my life where I'll end my teenage life and become a lady.I'm gonna be 20 in 19th Feb later which is very soon enough.My Cik Tia had already become 20 and sadly I wasn't there to celebrate it.sorry babe i wish I was there.Many things happened during my absent and silentness.Now currently I'm in my final year of my Diploma in Tourism Management and will be graduating at the end March or in the early of April.I have so many plans in my mind,for surely I'm gonna go and take Korean language classes and then dance practices.might also do some part time jobs if I really do need it.My first brother is asking me to continue my degree in Sabah or Sarawak and that is so scary.I never been apart from my family and I know it's going to be hard but I think I don't have any choice.or not my brother said take French language course for my degree in UPM since even now I'm learning it and it's gonna be easy for me.For now I just need to focus on my studying.How crazy it is for me to take my finals when my learning period for this last term is only 8weeks and I have almost 20subjects to cover.oh my it's not easy.The first day of term6 I already feel the pressure and even got migraine.I never got it before.see how tough this final year is.I just hope I can graduate.Okay that's all for now.I'll try to update my blog always like how I always update my twitter =p