Tired.

Okay this week or should i say this month is a very tiring days for me to go through.In a blink of an eye it is already a month since i started my 5th term in Taylor's.2 more months left then move on to my final year of diploma.time really does move fast.like seriously no kidding.classes for this term are so boring.i think i can sleep in most of the classes.imagine i have to study history of cultural of heritage like duhh come on i hate history.such a bad luck not just that i hate history,even the lecturer is super lame and fussy.English is my favorite subject since forever but due to the lecturer i feel like skipping classes.for a month she have been repeating the fucking same thing over and over.yeah miss we know what to do and we even can say the exactly same word she's about to say.gahh. plus some of my classmates are not even helping.they make my day worse.enough with the lecturers guys,just please behave maturely.everything is bothering me.from college to the apartment,me myself *sigh.every time I'm on a strict diet my mood swings.i just want to have a healthy life.for this time please.i can't take it anymore.hate to feel embarrassed about my body and tired of having the low self esteem in myself.i want to held my head up high and want people to respect me.don't toy me around.i have feelings too.all of these things that i mentioned had change me to a more mature teen girl.people notice my attitude change.I'm more serious and sometimes talk less.the most have to do thing in my life is always smile where ever i go but now in Taylor's i don't smile that much anymore.i put on my serious face or some people call it 'muke sombong or belagak' oh plus some people call it 'muke orang kaya' hahahaha so funny but yeah it just happen.oh my god i just can't wait to finish my diploma in Taylor's and have a break from study but I'll focus more on my Korean language class and also my dance class.Taylor's please give us more holidays.please i beg you.

Bloggy

Okay i haven't been blogging for about a month maybe?gosh sometimes i'm just too lazy to blog and sometimes when i want to blog i just don't have the time.many stories that i want to share here but okay one at a time.surely i miss my Cik Tia the most.haven't meet her for almost a month too.gahhh Tia i bet we have many stories to talk about right?no worries i'll find time for us to meet up okay?have to stop now and finish my assignments.will write more later.xoxo