Want To.

Well lately I've been thinking a lot about myself and what I have done in my life so far.And I still haven't achieve even 65% of what I wanted.I always tell myself to do what is best for me but sometimes I will just ignore it and do what ever I want without thinking the bad things that would impact my dreams and that makes me feel so ashamed of myself.I feel so sad and feel like I want to run away from all my wrong doings and problems and start a new chapter.I hate it when people think me as an useless person and never appreciate me.I really want to improve to be a really better person in the future.I hope I can show to people that I also can shine like them. yeah now I feel good by having the spirit to change =).

BBQ at Emir's =)

Okay so basically i promised to post the pictures of the BBQ night at emir's.but before that let me just tell what happen on that day before enjoying the pictures.I promised to pick up Vanessa,James and Nizah and college at 4.30 sharp but then at 4.30 I was still at home watching movie hahahaha I'm so bad.Sasa(Vanesssa) was there already and she call me to ask me where am I and I told her that I just started to get ready and luckily she's okay with that.Then around 5pm I went out from my house and from my house to Taylor's will took about 45minutes late right?but yeah at least I did go and fetch them.The stupidest thing that I have done is that I missed the road to go to Ampang.I had to turn and pay for the toll 3times.such a waste of money .Iylia kept calling me where am I because we already promise to meet up at a R&R then go together.she was angry at me for being so late.hahahaha.so funny tho during that moment.then we all headed to Emir's house which located at Bukit Antarabangsa. I know IT IS FAR RIGHT??what to do.only he's house is big and a great place to do a BBQ.and many of my classmates are living in Ampang and KL areas.So when when we arrived there we just crash his house and make it like our own house.the boys were playing games and the girls just sit there doing nothing so we decided to go and help in the kitchen.well that are what girls supposed to do right?I HATE going to the kitchen because my feet will be stepping on bits of what people are cutting or some waters on the floor and I really do hate that.After everything is done,we brought it out and set the tables for people to eat later.Then all the 'kibas-mengibas' food started.I actually didn't help much,just pass something to them and take pictures which is my favourite thing to do and good at it heeeeee.after chit chatting and eating I decided to go back since it was 10.30pm already.I promised my parents not to go back late night.so yeah this was what basically happen and now please do enjoy the pictures =).

Zaim & Nizah

James,Emir and his friend.

this is nadia a.k.a sister.always treat me as her very little sister.love u sis!

View from Emir's house.

the FOOD!!hahahaha

me and Iylia.

These are the people who take good care of each others back =)

Again the food!

heee,this is Jun.Emir's friend and oh he is a Korean!omg!but he is soooo fluent in malay and can talk like us malays.amazing right.well i met him soo many times.like a brother even though sometimes he's kinda jerk.he is so cute when he laugh, believe me.=)

only a few of them,well not all are my classmates some are my classmates's friends.

Danial(grey shirt) & Malika who come a bit late.

Crazy,Lovely,Noisy and also Awesome classmates.(2/3 of them only in this pic tho)

Lastly its me with Nizah =)

p/s:my classmates are not all locals some come from Maldives,Khazakhstan,Korea and also China.awesomeness =p

another chapter.

hey, finally i have the time to write back after been missing for so long.well yesterday was my last paper for final exam of term 4.see how fast time are flying.my last post was about the early of term 4 but now its already finish.well basically what happen in term 4 is that its all about studying.doing assignment till late night,study till late night,less sleep,feeling stress and lots more.i did mention about my classmates fighting right,well they are all okay already.we all become closer after that.this evening there's a bbq dinner at emir's and everyone is going.this dinner is to celebrate of our finishing term4 and a meal together before everybody goes for their 3months industrial training.so going to miss them all.i become more closer with the chinese girls in the class.they teach me how to speak mandarin.before i learn mandarin but then i stop,so they help me to learn back.so nice right.so funny when i couldnt pronounce few words.they laugh at me.its an experience of learning.i wish to learn many languages.now in college i'm learning french and with my friends i'm learning mandarin and by myself i'm learning korean. see how many languages i'm learning.later for my degree i'm not going to continue taking tourism anymore but i'm going to take language.going to be fun.currently my brother is looking a place for me to take degree in language.so now i'm having a 2weeks break before my 2nd industrial training and i hope that i will have fun like what me and my friends had plan for our break.oppss tonight me and my classmates are having our bbq dinner at emir's so i will upload picture later even though i know that all the pictures will be uploaded at FB.

heee..tourism discovery day 2011 =)