Dream.

Last night I got a weird yet still give me the butterfly feeling in my stomach.hahahaha.i know i know, its just a dream but hey, its my dream right. i can be happy about it. Okay my dream was about me having a boyfriend!!hahahahahahaha...so funny. I don't know where i was in the dream but its like in college or something but the weirdest thing is that Hanis is in my class that time. In that dream I was late to class so when i entered the class there is an empty space beside Hanis but on the other side was this guy, a good looking one. That's the only place to sit so yeah i have no choice. I sit there and just ignore that guy. Suddenly i talk to him and ask question. We talk like we have been knowing each other for quite some time. Hanis was surprise, she ask me do i know him and i said no. so why are you talking to him? Good question Hanis. In real lives, I tend to be 'manja' with boys, i mean my voice and act are different, i don't do it on purpose its just that it happen without me knowing it until my friends told me. so yeah in the dream i was being 'manja' also to him. But it was natural. The guy also treat me very 'manja-ly'. After a while the guy said he likes me since he first saw me.hhahahaha. my face turn red okay.like weird okay. well yeah he became my boyfriend. so fast the progress right, well that's how dreams are. The guy is really cute. I like the way he treat me. the way he treat me is like I'm his only girl forever. awwww..so cute..I know haha..Usually when I have a boyfriend I will act very shy and control myself but not in my dream though.Its like i known him so long.its weird okay. Basically that's my dream. when i woke up, I feel happy and weird. Its not that I'm desperate for a boyfriend and yeah I've been single for 9months already but I'm fine with it. totally fine. i hope my dream will come true though. I want a guy like that.=)

Sensitive.

I'm a really sensitive girl if you want to know. really am one. i hate being isolated or left out even a bit. i don't know why but thats just me. when i help people i do it sincerely. i just want to be someone who are importent to them. i want people to treat me like i'm the only one, i know its too over to want something like that but i love it. sometimes i like people to treat me as i'm younger than them and sometime i like it when people come to me for advice,during that time i feel that i'm precious to them. i have feelings too. when i've done something i just want people to say thank you.is it hard to do? i'm in a sensitive mood right now.no more gorky dorky mood inside me.i...i..argghh..i've been receiving a lot of stress right now.