Tired.

Okay this week or should i say this month is a very tiring days for me to go through.In a blink of an eye it is already a month since i started my 5th term in Taylor's.2 more months left then move on to my final year of diploma.time really does move fast.like seriously no kidding.classes for this term are so boring.i think i can sleep in most of the classes.imagine i have to study history of cultural of heritage like duhh come on i hate history.such a bad luck not just that i hate history,even the lecturer is super lame and fussy.English is my favorite subject since forever but due to the lecturer i feel like skipping classes.for a month she have been repeating the fucking same thing over and over.yeah miss we know what to do and we even can say the exactly same word she's about to say.gahh. plus some of my classmates are not even helping.they make my day worse.enough with the lecturers guys,just please behave maturely.everything is bothering me.from college to the apartment,me myself *sigh.every time I'm on a strict diet my mood swings.i just want to have a healthy life.for this time please.i can't take it anymore.hate to feel embarrassed about my body and tired of having the low self esteem in myself.i want to held my head up high and want people to respect me.don't toy me around.i have feelings too.all of these things that i mentioned had change me to a more mature teen girl.people notice my attitude change.I'm more serious and sometimes talk less.the most have to do thing in my life is always smile where ever i go but now in Taylor's i don't smile that much anymore.i put on my serious face or some people call it 'muke sombong or belagak' oh plus some people call it 'muke orang kaya' hahahaha so funny but yeah it just happen.oh my god i just can't wait to finish my diploma in Taylor's and have a break from study but I'll focus more on my Korean language class and also my dance class.Taylor's please give us more holidays.please i beg you.

Bloggy

Okay i haven't been blogging for about a month maybe?gosh sometimes i'm just too lazy to blog and sometimes when i want to blog i just don't have the time.many stories that i want to share here but okay one at a time.surely i miss my Cik Tia the most.haven't meet her for almost a month too.gahhh Tia i bet we have many stories to talk about right?no worries i'll find time for us to meet up okay?have to stop now and finish my assignments.will write more later.xoxo

Happy birthday ayah =)

Dear daddy happy birthday,i wish you all the best and have a healthy life.I want you to know that you will always be my role model and also my hero.I know that you are shy sometimes to express your love towards us but we know that your love for us is more than anything else in this world.I am so proud to be your daughter.Don't we look alike?i'm the only who understands you when you make jokes.ibu will scold you for not making the jokes clear and ask others do they understand your jokes or not and others will agree with her and will be clueless but only me who laugh and understands it.see how we can connect with each other.in my family only me and my second brother,Syafik that resembles you the most and yeah three of us have things in common.Ayah,akak nak mintak maaf sangat-sangat sebab selalu menyusahkan ayah.kesian ayah,selalu kerja sampai xsempat nak rehat pun.ayah sanggup cari duit lebih untuk anak-anak dia buat belanja.kadang-kadang tu ayah xde kat rumah sampai berminggu-minggu xpun sebulan.selalu xde peluang nak jumpe ayah pun.ada sekali tu akak balik rumah,akak bukak je pintu rumah ayah ada kat situ,ceria je muka ayah sambut anak dara dia balik.akak bagi lah salam and macam biasa akak akan cakap 'hai ayah' with my happy and manja voice and shockingly ayah balas 'akak!' heeee time tu ayah sangat comel.riang je suara ayah balas.seronok rasa.kadang-kadang ayah pun pandai tau nak comel2 ni.termasuk hari ni dah 2minggu xjumpa ayah.tadi call ayah,ayah kat tempat kerja lah macam biasa walaupun time lunch,ayah tanya 'ye akak kenapa?' risau je pape jadi kat anak dara dia,so macam biasa lah 'hai ayah,ayah busy ke?ayah kat mana?dah makan?' risau jugak dekat ayah sebab ayah selalu xsempat nak makan.ayah balas 'oh xbusy kenapa?' padahal time tu ayah cam tengah busy dengar suara2 and ayah pun macam nak cepat.so apa lagi wish lah 'happy birthday ayah!!'ayah jadi segan 'oh aaa okay2 terima kasih' seriously boleh bayangkan muka ayah time tu.mesti ibu belikan cake favourite ayah and sambut ramai2 dekat luar.meriah nya,nak join jugak ='(...

p/s: ayah,hujung minggu ni akak xdapat nak balik,tp hari rabu nanti akak dah habis industrial training ni akak balik rumah untuk seminggu eh.jangan risau,akak akan kemas rumah and bereskan segala kerja2 kat rumah tu.=)

alone and bored.

wahhhh I can die from being alone in this room ='(

boring!!!..........................want to go out and hang out,is there anyone who want to be with me??

My Clean Room =)

Okay i actually finish cleaning my room for maybe around 1hour only and took the photos already but i unexpectedly deleted all the pictures so yeah have to take back all the photos to prove it that i clean up my room.When i was about to take the photos suddenly ibu ask me and ayush to accompany her to her friend's open house.No choice but to accompany ibu.Later arrive home I quickly take photos of my room and yeah as you can see my room is better than before.feel so fresh.

My happy face =)

clean the whole big mirror,satisfied!

Much better right?

Ayush said'xyah pasang cadar lagi,mggu dpn balik baru pasang.xgune pasang sekarang nnti berhabuk jugak' so I ask ibu and she also said the same thing.what to do kan =p

See no more bakul yg berisi baju and also beg tersusun.

No more baju or seluar yg tergantung kat kerusi tu,meja pun bersih seronok je tgk =)

Xde dah segala habuk2 and buang all those things yg xdiperlukan dah.

this side yg paling suke because all those gambar,lagi colourful bilik!

Riangnye hati bilik kemas!!

p/s:Even ibu pun lulus kan bilik ni.Ibu cakap'haa sedap pun mata tgk bilik nih'yiiipppeeee D

My Messy Room =p

Okay peeps I think I never show my room right??well I will show you how messy my room is.I don't have the time to clean it up due to not being around.Always come back home just for one day and always been busy so now the room is in a very terrible condition so i decided to clean it all up.Ibu hates it when her daughter's room is like 'tongkang pecah'.These are some pictures of my room before I clean it up.Will post a cleaner version of my room in the next post okay.=)





See all the unfolded clothes on my bed?and also some clothes hanging on my chair?All of it will be gone later ngehehehe =D

FD5

Okay I just went to Alamanda to watch this movie with Ayush yesterday.I really want to watch this movie because I've been following it since the first one already so yeah wanna know what happen next.We watched it in 3D and yeah it does make the movie seems so real to you.This movie can make me feel so weak and I was shivering while watching it because the movie is just soo scary.No kidding,I almost cry in the cinema hahahaha so funny.First I was like 'hey nothing lah to be scared,only final destination'but dang never underestimate things that you don't know.I really do recommend this movie to you all.For me I enjoyed watching it so hope you guys will enjoy it too.=)