Dara Park bebeh!

cute!

awww,sweet g-dragon and dara!

ahaha best airport fashion ever dara!

dorky dara.

her skin is like a baby skin!(no makeup at all)

okay i just post about a korean artist.aha yeah well a fanatic right since 2009 i think,ahahaha..this girl is just sooooo cute!really and she is small yet hyper!heee.=)

p/s:cik tia,i'm not finish with my koreans yet,bare with it my dear.=D

Late night snack.

Ahahah yeah i know that it's not good to have a late night snack but the temptation,huh.my dad just came back from Terengganu and he bought like one big plastic bag full with 'udang celup tepung'!woh,Terengganu's seafood are the best so yeah eat and eat and eat.the prawn is soooo sweet.really not lying.then after a while i realise that I'm on a diet and i just ate oily foods as a midnight snack.damn so not healthy guys.arrgghhh.I AM ON A STRICT DIET!!gosh i just broke the rules.I had promise my self not to eat unhealthy food.i need to focus!Nadhrah,you can do it,imagine yourself having a s-line body shape,healthy body,great skin,great stamina.yeah I can do it!on fire bebeh.heee.I will show you my current body and a body i've been dreaming of.compare it okay.

See how she change?*this is from a Korean drama,aha sorry for being a Korean fanatic here*

This is my current body,yeah i know fat right??

I want this kind of body,her s-line shape is killing.

positive minded!

Okay actually I have lots of things to write and share but let me talk about positive minded first okay?=)

During high school I always think negatively in everything that happened to me or what I have.I always wanted what other people have and achieve.Sometimes its a good thing but yeah sometimes its not. Until one day after a very very long thinking about my future and my life,i finally decided to always think positive in every single thing that I'm doing or what will happen to me.why I did not think about it earlier.after i decided to always think positive in my life,I have a better life than before. I mean like I have become a new fresh young girl,like seriously.hee yes its true. why not you guys try start doing it. Now I have what I wanted to have during my high school period. I can go out and shop as much as I want using my own money, study in a super duper great college that I never thought that I would ever enter, have awesome friends from other countries which I dreamed of, and yeah have the greatest family that I would ever ask for. Also become more closer with my lovely cousins and love them sincerely. Before this yeah some of them made my life so miserable but as time flies, I just forgive them and start a new chapter with them. Awwww I feel so great to be able to enjoy my life without having to pretend and just take things positively. Just one more thing that I really want to be, I want to be someone that others adore and love. I want to be someone who is glowing inside and out. I will try my best to be one from now on. =)

annoyed!

huh..hell yeah I'm annoyed with his attitude.i hate it when he tease me around like I'm a little kid.I'm talking about my brother.the thing is he likes to judge people.in a negative way.and i hate it.he doesn't even know those people so please stop judging people. doesn't mean if they have been staying in overseas and come back to Malaysia are those who are arrogant. yes they will not be as talkative as local people because they haven't adapt to the surroundings yet,it take times you know.always lecture me by saying that I'm not serious in my study and a total lazy girl.hey if I'm not serious in my study i will skip classes and stop going to college and just hang out the whole time but the thing is i am being very serious in my study.i go to classes,never skip my pop quiz or test,after coming back from college i will study and do my own notes so that it will be easy for me to study during exams.you said you never see me study.totally true.want to know the reason?yeah the reason is I'm staying outside, I'm staying in an apartment in subang jaya and how the hell am i suppose to show you every time i study?think logically can't you?gosh.and you always say that on weekends i always come back home in bangi and always have fun with my friends.hey,I'm not a robot okay.i need time to have fun and relax too.what?i can't come back to my own house is it?I've been studying during the weekdays so yeah i need some rest and i miss my family.who doesn't right?damn think dude.all this time you lecture me not to come back home oftenly at weekends but wait you always pick up your girlfriend from her house in shah alam and bring her back to her house in bandar seri putra every weekend.EVERY WEEKEND!not fair right?see,i told yah..about my study,true my result went down a bit but i tried my very best.VERY BEST!i will study until i forgot to take my meals and get gastric.i was sick badly and even people can see it,i lost 7kg okay.just because of gastric.see how bad it is?with all that pain that i have to suffer you still say that i didn't study and just play around with my friends.always go out and do nothing?huh.speechless.hmm,what about you my lovely brother??wait didn't you change university because you were kicked out?huh.when i ask why,you just simply laugh and say you were not serious and just play and hang out with your friends?you think that I'm like you?please look at yourself before you lecture me.please i beg you.can you be more matured?you are 26 this year and about to get marry.change your attitude about people.don't make me hate you.you are the oldess in our family so please show good examples for your brothers and sisters to follow.please stop make me cry because of stressness.I appreciate it a lot brother.

Dream.

Last night I got a weird yet still give me the butterfly feeling in my stomach.hahahaha.i know i know, its just a dream but hey, its my dream right. i can be happy about it. Okay my dream was about me having a boyfriend!!hahahahahahaha...so funny. I don't know where i was in the dream but its like in college or something but the weirdest thing is that Hanis is in my class that time. In that dream I was late to class so when i entered the class there is an empty space beside Hanis but on the other side was this guy, a good looking one. That's the only place to sit so yeah i have no choice. I sit there and just ignore that guy. Suddenly i talk to him and ask question. We talk like we have been knowing each other for quite some time. Hanis was surprise, she ask me do i know him and i said no. so why are you talking to him? Good question Hanis. In real lives, I tend to be 'manja' with boys, i mean my voice and act are different, i don't do it on purpose its just that it happen without me knowing it until my friends told me. so yeah in the dream i was being 'manja' also to him. But it was natural. The guy also treat me very 'manja-ly'. After a while the guy said he likes me since he first saw me.hhahahaha. my face turn red okay.like weird okay. well yeah he became my boyfriend. so fast the progress right, well that's how dreams are. The guy is really cute. I like the way he treat me. the way he treat me is like I'm his only girl forever. awwww..so cute..I know haha..Usually when I have a boyfriend I will act very shy and control myself but not in my dream though.Its like i known him so long.its weird okay. Basically that's my dream. when i woke up, I feel happy and weird. Its not that I'm desperate for a boyfriend and yeah I've been single for 9months already but I'm fine with it. totally fine. i hope my dream will come true though. I want a guy like that.=)

Sensitive.

I'm a really sensitive girl if you want to know. really am one. i hate being isolated or left out even a bit. i don't know why but thats just me. when i help people i do it sincerely. i just want to be someone who are importent to them. i want people to treat me like i'm the only one, i know its too over to want something like that but i love it. sometimes i like people to treat me as i'm younger than them and sometime i like it when people come to me for advice,during that time i feel that i'm precious to them. i have feelings too. when i've done something i just want people to say thank you.is it hard to do? i'm in a sensitive mood right now.no more gorky dorky mood inside me.i...i..argghh..i've been receiving a lot of stress right now.

love

sisters!=)