Keep It Low.

I just want to know,is it wrong to be humble and keep things low?no right?i mean it's something natural for some people for not to brag about everything to everyone and just enjoy it.i can't understand some people who like to show off about every single thing she/he have or happen to others.it's not like only them have or experience it,everybody does.not like only them are rich,can buy branded stuffs,go for holidays to foreign countries,have a huge house and all.i mean,even other people who are more than you have been in that spot already.so why need to brag those to people.you just make them laugh and feel pity for you.another thing is copycat.do you have to do it openly,i mean like obviously.i know that you want to wear or have the things that people have but can you do it own your own style and way.for example,you saw someone wearing a new branded bag,new heels,new dress or even new style of makeup,not that you can't have all of those,just don't suddenly wear it the next day,people will now and notice it.wait for a week or two.let that person wear it until she/he change it then u can do it.simple right.or just be yourself,don't ever try to follow others style that will not suits you.being humble is a good attitude right.i love people who like to keep things low and just be humble.what is it about to brag things to people when others are much better than you.just be humble OK.it's not hard to do and if you practice it since you are young eventually it will be with you forever.just keep that attitude and people will love you more.believe me.let me give an example,there is this two girls,girlA and girlB.GirlA like to brag to people about every things and talk bad things about every people that she meets.anything that she does she wants attractions from others.this girl likes to win in every single thing she does or talks.compare to girlB,she likes to make friends with others and respect people.even if she have new things she bought or happen to her she just keep it low and if others praise her about things she have or she do,this girl will just be very humble to others.she knows the limits and just enjoy her life.the result is girlB will be love and cared by others compared to girlA.girlA have been isolated by others and less people hang out with her.see the differences?simple right?=)

Indonesian??

Haha yeah..OK I'll tell the story about me that have to do with this Indonesian thing.My first class with my new subject which is Tourism Destination and Dr. Angel is teaching my class.I thought that he's a Malay but then he's from Philippine.then we were told to introduce ourselves.I volunteer myself and yeah i tell him my name and where i am from.i said that I'm a local and he was surprise.for me yeah nothing special so the following week i have class with him again.he brief to us about our group assignment and we have to pick a country that is shown on the screen and i quickly choose Indonesia.because Indonesia is a country that have a lot of interesting things to be presented and we have to bring that countries food some more.i raise my hand and yell out the country that i want and Dr. Angel said to me that "u cannot choose your own country".i was like what??then i say "no sir,I'm not from Indonesia,I'm local".he say"no,don't lie to me.i know that u are from Indonesia and u are an Indonesian".i talk back to him"sir believe me that I'm a Malaysian.I'm local.I'm not lying".then he said"yeah OK then"(but his face shows that he don't believe me).hahahahahahahahahha.....even my classmates were surprise by what just happened in front of them.my group members was laughing.after his class i went to the toilet and check myself in the mirror to see if i look like an Indonesian.hahahahaha...damn funny lah weh..after lunch,i text my Indonesian friend,Sella and ask her do i look like an Indonesian and not look like Malay or what,"Sella,do i look like an Indonesian and not Malay?"she replied,"hahahaha,why?but yeah u don't look like a Malay".i ask my classmates who are not local and ask them when they first saw me,do i look like local or i don't look like a Malay?and they said that yeah,they first thought that I'm not a local because i don't look like a Malay.they said that my skin is different from local's skins.hahahahahahha...this is my first time.this thing keep bothering my mind and i ask a lot of people about it.hahaha.i told my mother about it and she say,"lah penat2 aku lahirkn ank pompuan aku nih berubah jadi ank indon dah??'.hahahahahahaha..very funny.so now every time any Indonesian passes by me i will say,"hey,orang kampung I tu".hahahaha.overall,this is the story about me as an Indonesian.but do i look like one?very curious.=)

Now i know.

*sigh*yeah..now i know my true feelings..about my crush all this long,it was just a feeling of happiness because i was treated very nicely.not that now I'm not being treated nicely,but i can just tell its just as a comfort friend.that's all.I've been living in a fairy tail all by myself.never mind.at least there are memories about it right.now i am proudly saying that i have no more crush on anyone and happy about it.=)

Thanks ibu and ayah!=)

Yeah i want to thanks my parents a lot.coming back from US and bought me lots of things.satisfied.hahahaha.and i miss them for being there for 2weeks.i don't need to shop for my things anymore,what i need,already been bought by my parents.i feel great!haha..

Boyfriend.

Now I'm looking for one.hahahaha.actually i can survive without one but i just want one.want to have the feeling in love again.want the feeling of having butterflies in my stomach.the feeling being love by the one that i love.get a sweet text from him,a call from him.heee.must be happy and wonderful.i want someone with a mature behavior and thinking who can guide me in anything.simple but yet attractive to me.i like a guy with cute curly hair or a straight hair with a cute style.ghee,i found one already but yeah he's too perfect for me.my mom told her friends that I'm still searching for a boyfriend.her friends was like,why no one want me,I'm in term3 already.they are worried about me for not having a boyfriend.my mom's rule is i must get married by 21.and they are afraid because I'm 18 already but still no boyfriend.I'm the one who need to get married by 21 but they're the one who are worried about me.they said that i just need to find a boyfriend and the rest will be taken care by them.hahaha.they are so cute.they treat me as I'm their daughter.and yeah they said it themselves,I'm their precious daughter.awww.touched by that.they always say that if u like that guy just go and confess to that guy.i was like what?just like that?I'm not that type of girls la aunties.i like to be humble and keep low.comfortable like that.i don't want guys to see me as "gedik".i want them to see me as a very cheerful and sweet girl.i tend to be "manja" with them.my friends said that every time i talk with guys i tend to talk in a sweet voice and "manja".Even i didn't notice about that.it just happen.naturally.anyways,i hope to find one that can make me act the way i am,i can feel comfortable and safe with him.=)

Happy =)

Yeah,happy because I have a great day with my friends.heee..indeed it is..we all laugh like hell..LIKE HELL..through out this one week of holidays,this is the only day that i go out with my friends and have fun..i plan many things but didn't get the chance to do all of it..what to do..only got one week of term break..what to expect right..hope for a longer break..

hey.

Term Break,

yeah baby!!!I have finish my finals already and know I'm having my term break..but sadly its only one week..after that I'm gonna start term3..haha..i know,like what??that fast?but i like term3's timetable..less class and got one day no class..i hope that this term i can past and don't have to repeat..afraid if my results are not good, it will be very stress because i study like hell..heee..anyways,for this break i just hope that i can get some rest and have a vacation with my friends..because i know once I'm home,i have work to do..as usual,driver for my brother and sister..hmm..

Tia baby,

hey dear,i miss u so much doh..wanna hang out with u..siyes..like we use to..no need to go out or what for me if we sit together and share stories is enough..talk about your problem,mine,laugh out loud,share what's new..i have lots of thing to share and i know u have too right?set the date and day then we meet k dear..=)

Crush!

hahhahahahahahaha....(blushing)yeah..i'm having it right now..but maybe just for a while..don't know lah..i don't want to be too happy because I'm afraid if my heart hurts..don't have the guts lah weh..just go with the flow..right people..=)